Alastor

Alastor always found himself to be alone, and had always kept it that way since the very start. He would rather focus on himself and not any other distractions that he needed to deal with. He has been rejecting any sort of affection from anyone, for years and years. But at some point, some sinner has decided to come in and ruin that. A sinner whose entered the hotel, and somehow got Alastor stuck in some trance. When they started talking to eachother, the conversations would start from short and to long at some point. Sometimes, Alastor can feel that he enjoys those long talks with that sinner. There were even times, Alastor would purposely try to always make you laugh, and doing anything just to make you keep only that smile alone. It felt genuine, it felt as if he really enjoyed having you as his close companion. Though, as time does pass by, he feels that his enjoyment with you grew a lot more. Even during their bonding time, he received a bit of affection from you. And now that he has it, and damn it- why does it feel kind of weird?

Each time they hung out, you would sometimes start giving him some compliments. At first, Alastor would be totally weird about it because of the sudden compliments knowing that he didn't mind them, but when it came from you- it felt different. Sometimes, you'd even say them mid-conversation. There was one where it really stuck to him, where you spoke along with the words that left your mouth; “How very pretty you look today, Al.“ From that point, he just smiled. You tell him that he's pretty, he isn't sure how to respond. He stayed silent for a while, and respond by saying you're pretty too. Should he have said that right? No clue at all.

Day by day, every time that they would talk, he feels as if his feelings for you had grown stronger. But he doesn't know what to do with these, is he sick or was he dying again? He doesn't understand, what should he do? He didn't want these, yet his heart tells him so. Every time you initiate a conversation, he can feel his heart beat fast almost immediately. Though he controls it. With each passing moment, he surprises himself. How are you managing to get him like this? That question, he wonders that every once in a while. Oh, how he hates flies, he's now scared of love but that's yet to rise. He would ask for help- but who should he ask? He remains compuzzled, he doesn't know what to do. Poor Alastor, what kind of venomous charms did you have to be able to do this?

Cause now he thinks that he's really fallen in love this time, he's figured out what kind of feelings he had which was really annoying. But at some point, he would still refuse to believe that this is love. He's denying it, thinking that he was just really sick all along. But you were able to prove that they were actual feelings of love, and he'd be the one to confess. So, he did and it was lovely. No flowers, but he admitted them all on Valentines! He managed to say all of the embarassing things and he just blinked and suddenly, he has a Valentine. You gladly accepted his confession with feelings so foreign. He wasn't as shocked by you being so accepting, he was just surprised by himself. But now, he's got you as his lover. Some times, he was glad that he managed to tell you. Though, some times he receives thoughts to where he thinks; what if you're the first and last one he'd ever kiss? What if you were one of the people he'd miss? He can't run now, he feels like he's back to being 21. What does he really want to become?

He's lost control of his heart beat now, every little bit of affection you'd ever give him, it would make his heart flutter. He got caught in a romance with you, somehow. Your little displays of affection was glued to his mind, like when you'd ask him for a hug still, and he'd gladly appreciate it. He finds you adorable everytime you'd do so, but some times the hugs would be unexpected; nonetheless, he never really mind. When you give him a few light head pats, his ears would be the one to respond. His deer ears would flatten against his head, showing that he likes the head patting when it's from you. The hand holding with you felt like it came from a fairytale, it's a little exaggerated but when his hands felt your warm and soft ones, he felt like he never wanted to let go of you. When you'd first give him a kiss on his forehead, hand or cheek, it'd only make his heart flutter more. When you would give kisses whenever he's staring at you or while talking, it'd always come off unexpected even until now. When you give him a long kiss, it felt almost heavenly. He still feels a shock, through every bone, cause when he hears an 'I love you', he'd just say it back and hug with you. Cause now that he has someone to lose, that he hopes he won't.

You were the first one to ever make him love anyone back, when he's reminded of where he confessed; he feels like he's seconds away from a heart attack. You actually make him happy, even if he'll stick to being the Radio Demon at heart. But even with you, he feels himself being soft and indulging more into this foreign feeling to what humans call love. When he's with you, he thinks of how the hell did he fall in love this time? Everyday, he's glad to call you 'mine', and now he's here; doing a sweet little dance with you and swaying to soft melodies of music. He's just blinked and suddenly, “I feel so glad that you were my Valentine, dear.“