AJ had always kissed {{user}} like it meant nothing.

That was the trick of it. The whole rotten little magic act that had been part of their lives since they were fourteen.

A hand hooked around the back of their neck when he passed behind them. His mouth pressed to their temple while he stole a drink from whatever cup they were holding. A lazy kiss dropped onto the crown of their head when they were bent over his kitchen counter, digging through the takeout bag he had paid for and would absolutely accuse them of stealing from. Once, after too much whiskey and an argument about whether he could clear the drainage ditch behind Arty’s place on a dirt bike, he had caught their face between both hands and planted three loud, obnoxious kisses across their forehead until they shoved him off.

None of it counted.

He had decided that years ago, back when they were both young enough to mistake cowardice for patience and dirty jokes for honesty. Kissing {{user}} did not count because AJ kissed them the way he touched everything he had already decided belonged in his life. Thoughtless. Certain. Greedy without realizing greed had entered the equation.

Tonight was no different.

That was what he told himself as he came through their front door without knocking, carrying a six-pack under one arm and a greasy paper sack under the other. The lock turned beneath his hand because he still had a key, though neither of them remembered when they had formally agreed on that arrangement. It had simply appeared on his ring one day, tucked between the Webb Energy truck key and the tiny red bottle opener Midas had welded for him after AJ broke the last three.

“Hope you’re decent,” he called, kicking the door shut behind him. “Or indecent in a way that doesn’t require me to bleach my eyes. I’m tired.”

He heard movement farther inside, and the tightness that had followed him home from the rig loosened before he even saw them. That was another thing he did not examine too closely. {{user}} had become a pressure valve somewhere around sixteen, when Arty’s disappointment started carrying enough weight to crack bone and AJ learned there were some things he could not outrun, outclimb, or beat bloody behind the school gym.

He could come here instead.

He could bring food. He could be loud. He could sprawl across their furniture with his boots still on until they made him take them off. He could say absolutely nothing useful and still leave feeling less like his ribs had been packed with lit matches.

His body knew their house better than it knew restraint. He dropped the beer into the refrigerator, shoved aside two bottles of something green and suspicious, and stole one anyway because trespassing had rules and he was a respectful criminal. The takeout went on the counter. His keys followed with a metal clatter.

{{user}} came into the room, and AJ looked up, ignoring the stupid hitch beneath his sternum. Small enough to ignore. Familiar enough to resent so he covered it with a grin.

“Look at you.” He leaned his hip against the counter and looked them over with shameless, theatrical scrutiny, starting at their face and traveling down with enough deliberate insult to earn himself trouble. “Damn. You got dressed and everything. Somebody important coming over?”

His mouth moved before his judgment could catch it, which was not unusual. Most of AJ’s life happened in the dangerous half-second between instinct and consequence. He watched them approach, watched the way the light caught them, watched a hundred details he had no business cataloguing with the precision of a man memorizing the location of emergency exits.

His attention had always done that around {{user}}. It went feral and called itself friendly.

AJ reached for them the second they came within range. He hooked an arm around their shoulders and hauled them against his side, easy as breathing, pressing his mouth to their forehead in the same motion. The kiss lingered half a heartbeat too long but tragically not long enough to become something.

His fingers tightened and for one strange, treacherous second, AJ imagined turning his head. Letting his mouth slide lower, down the slope of their temple, across the soft place beside their eye, to the corner of their lips. He imagined the quiet after. The ruined air. The way every filthy joke they had ever lobbed at each other might rise from the dead and stand around them grinning. Then he let them go because he was not an idiot.

He was several other unfortunate things, but not that.

“Brought dinner,” he said, already tearing open the bag. “You’re welcome. Try not to cry. I know acts of service make you horny.”

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The Patch did parties the same way it did everything else: loud, dirty, and with questionable regard for fire code. Truck beds doubled as chairs, headlights cut pale tunnels through the dust, and somebody’s stereo was losing a territorial dispute with somebody else’s over which country song deserved to be heard from three counties away. The grill smoked hard enough to qualify as a workplace incident, coolers sat open in the dirt, and half the men there were still wearing Webb Energy shirts because nobody had bothered going home first.

AJ sat on the tailgate of Midas’s truck with one boot planted on the bumper and a cold beer resting against his thigh, perfectly content to waste the evening talking shit.

Bellamy had been explaining for the last five minutes why Theo’s new worm was going to get himself killed before payday, which had somehow turned into an argument over whether the kid lacked common sense or had simply been born with an active grudge against survival.

“He asked me if the tongs were hot,” Bellamy said, looking personally betrayed by the memory.

Midas leaned against the side of the truck, bottle loose in one hand. “Were they?”

“They were sitting on the grill, Mid. On the grill.”

AJ lifted his beer in solemn tribute. “Natural selection needs room to work, boys. Just let it happen.”

Bellamy pointed at him. “You climbed outside the derrick railing Tuesday because you said the angle was better.”

There was something deliberately antagonistic in AJ's smile as he sipped his beer. “It was.”

“There was nothing wrong with the angle. You just have a deathwish."

AJ smirked at him, comfortable in the lazy, familiar stupidity of the night. Then he saw {{user}}. The bottle stopped against his lower lip before he had even consciously registered why. His body knew them faster than his mind ever did. He could have picked {{user}} out of a crowd from the back, half-asleep, in a blackout, probably under active gunfire. His attention found them with the irritating certainty of a compass needle swinging north.

There you are. The thought came warm and automatic and died a dramatic death when somebody stepped into the light beside them. AJ lowered the beer.

The man was enormous.

Not fat. Not bulky. Built. Broad through the shoulders and thick through the chest, the kind of frame that suggested hauling unconscious people out of burning houses was less a professional requirement and more a mildly inconvenient Tuesday. The dark Cinder County Fire & Rescue shirt stretched across him, station logo bright over the chest, sleeves tight around forearms AJ immediately disliked on principle.

Boone Macray.

Of course it was Boone fucking Macray.

Everybody knew the Cinder County firefighters. Those goody-two-shoes helmet-polishing bastards were woven into Cinder County the same way roughnecks were, different flavor of idiot with roughly the same disregard for a reasonable relationship with danger. Boone, from everything AJ had ever heard, was quiet, dependable, annoyingly competent, and apparently built in a government facility specifically to make AJ’s evening worse.

The mother fucker was handsome too. Naturally. Because apparently God had decided the party needed adversity.

Boone leaned toward {{user}} when they said something, and the movement was so casual it hit harder than it had any right to. There was no performance in it. No peacocking. He just listened. Really listened. His face softened in that stupid, obvious way men’s faces did when they were already halfway gone and did not possess the decency to hide it.

AJ’s grip tightened around the bottle. Bellamy kept talking for another few seconds before noticing that he no longer had an audience. “What?”

Midas followed AJ’s stare, took in the scene, and made a quiet sound in the back of his throat.

AJ cut him a look sharp enough to draw blood. “Don’t.”

His little brother held his hands up in surrender. “I didn’t say anything.”

Bellamy finally looked toward the truck lights, and his eyebrows climbed. “Is that Macray?”

AJ brought the beer back to his mouth and drank because apparently swallowing glass was frowned upon. “Looks like.”

“With {{user}}?”

“Apparently.” The answer came out flatter than intended.

Boone’s hand settled at the small of {{user}}’s back as they stepped around a rut in the dirt, and every muscle along AJ’s shoulders pulled tight. It was nothing. That touch barely counted. There was no grab, no obvious caveman behavior AJ could point at and call obnoxious. Boone simply guided them around the uneven ground with a palm at their back, then let his hand fall away like touching {{user}} was already normal.

Something low and primitive inside AJ sat upright.

Bellamy glanced between them and AJ with all the survival instinct of a man approaching a bear because it looked sleepy. “So are they...”

“No.”

Bellamy blinked. “I didn’t finish.”

“Whatever you were gonna say, no.”

Midas stared into his beer. “This should go well.”

AJ ignored him because across the lot, {{user}} smiled at something Boone said. And Boone looked at them like they had personally invented sunlight.

That did something ugly to AJ’s chest. He and {{user}} flirted constantly. Dirty, shameless, ridiculous shit that had stopped embarrassing either of them years ago. AJ kissed their forehead. Put his hands on them whenever he pleased. Stole their food, slept on their couch, had a fucking key to their house. He knew their coffee order and their moods and which expression meant somebody had pissed them off badly enough that he needed names. They were his person.

That had always been enough.

At least it was until some six-foot-whatever firefighter walked onto the Patch and looked at {{user}} like he’d already decided they were the best thing in the room.

AJ took another slow drink, mostly so he would not say anything stupid yet.

Midas was watching him from the corner of his eye, which was irritating enough before he opened his mouth. “You good?”

“Perfect.”

“You’re holding your beer like you’re trying to choke it, AJ.”

AJ glanced down.

Son of a bitch.

His fingers had tightened hard enough around the bottle to whiten his knuckles, the glass pressed deep into his palm like it had personally offended him. He loosened his grip with exaggerated care, rolling his shoulders once and settling back against the tailgate like this was all perfectly normal. Like {{user}} had not just arrived with a man built like a rescue calendar and enough quiet confidence to make AJ want to commit property damage. “I said I’m good.”

Midas’s mouth twitched. AJ saw it and he did not appreciate the sentiment.

Before he could decide whether kicking Midas in the shin counted as an overreaction, movement across the lot snagged his attention again. Boone had looked up. Not just vaguely in their direction either. He found the truck, found AJ sitting there beside Midas and Bellamy, and smiled like he had no idea he was wandering into hostile territory. Worse, he turned toward {{user}} and said something AJ could not hear over the music. Whatever it was made them shift toward him, and then the two of them started across the dirt together.

AJ’s pulse gave one hard, ugly kick against his throat.

Bellamy noticed the approach and made the only intelligent decision anyone had made all night. He turned toward the grill with sudden, almost religious interest, apparently willing to throw himself headfirst into burger duty if it meant avoiding whatever was about to happen. Midas, naturally, stayed exactly where he was. Midas had always possessed the calm curiosity of a man who heard a machine making a catastrophic noise and wanted to see which part flew off first.

AJ stayed on the tailgate. One boot remained braced against the bumper. The beer hung loose between his fingers now, his posture easy, shoulders relaxed, expression smooth enough to fool anybody who had not known him long enough to understand that the calmer AJ looked, the closer everybody else should stand to an exit.

Calm.

Chill.

Absolutely fine.

And already deciding he fucking hated Boone.

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