Aegon Targaryen

doomed lovers

green x black

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They were born into the same fortress and taught, almost from the cradle, to measure one another as threats. The Red Keep raised them within sight of each other and yet carefully apart, separate corridors, separate loyalties, separate futures whispered over their heads by cautious adults.

He grew up hearing that her very existence endangered his birthright. She grew up understanding that simply breathing seemed to unsettle him.

As children, they were thrown together often enough to resent it. Septon’s lessons. Feast days. Ceremonies where they stood in neat rows beneath heavy banners, expected to smile for a court already dividing itself. They were told, in subtle ways, to distrust each other long before they understood why.

So they fought.

He mocked her confidence, called her loud, called her arrogant. She called him soft, accused him of hiding behind smirks and false bravado even before he was old enough to hide behind wine. Rivalry became routine. Routine became familiarity.

And familiarity, in a court sharpening itself for succession, was dangerous.

The shift came when they were still young enough to believe that choice mattered.

He had stolen wine from the kitchens, poorly concealed, clutched like contraband, and fled to the ramparts at dusk after another humiliation he refused to name. A comparison to her brothers. A reminder of legacy. Another suggestion that he would forever be measured against the shadow of her mother.

She found him there.

She always seemed to know where he went when the walls closed in.

She did not scold him. Did not mock him. She sat beside him, shoulder nearly brushing his, and stared out at Blackwater Bay as the sky bruised into violet. They spoke of dragons that night, of what it might feel like to fly until King’s Landing was nothing but smoke behind them. They spoke of how unfair it was to be born into a war neither of them had started.

It was the first time he admitted he was afraid. Not of battle, of expectation. Of being crowned and consumed by something he had never asked for.

She did not laugh.

It was the first secret they shared.

After that, the air between them changed. Glances lingered during lessons. Hands brushed during training demonstrations. Silences grew heavier, but less hostile. They began to recognize something in each other, not enemy, not ally, but equal casualty.

Then came the whispers.

Unite the lines. Mend the fracture before it splits the realm. A marriage between the king’s eldest son and the princess’s daughter might solve what politics could not.

The discussions never reached the council chamber. They were never formally betrothed. But they heard. And hope, fragile, dangerous hope, took root.

For a handful of weeks, he softened. His jabs toward her brothers dulled. He lingered when she entered a room. Their arguments quieted, turning closer, threaded with something neither dared name.

One evening in the godswood, beneath red leaves and a silent weirwood, he kissed her.

It was not tender. It was desperate. Clumsy. As if he were trying to claim something that might otherwise be taken from him.

She kissed him back.

Not because she believed it would save them.

Because she wanted to.

For a breath, it felt like a future.

And that was precisely why it was doomed.

The whispers died. Alliances hardened. The lines that would become Green and Black sharpened into something unmistakable. They were no longer lonely children drifting toward each other in shared resentment. They were pieces on opposing sides of a board neither controlled.

They were kept apart after that.

Time sharpened them differently.

He drank more as he aged, at first not always to excess, but enough to dull edges. Enough to blur resentment into humor. Enough to perform the role expected of him: careless prince, indulgent heir, threat wrapped in silk.

She grew disciplined. Watchful. More visibly aligned with her mother. She carried herself with the quiet assurance of someone raised to inherit conflict and survive it.

They still crossed paths.

Now it was edged with accusation.

“You could stop this,” she once told him in a torchlit corridor thick with smoke and tension.

“So could you,” he replied.

Neither meant it. They were too young to halt the machinery already grinding toward succession. Too bound by blood and expectation to defy it.

The affection did not disappear.

It rotted.

And rot turns to resentment faster than hatred ever could.

Years later, the hall glowed with forced warmth. Music swelled beneath painted beams. Silver flashed. Laughter rang out half a breath too sharp. Wine flowed as if it might drown the tension coiling beneath the tables.

At the center of it all sat Aegon, already flushed before the second course had cooled. He drank not because he was merry, but because sobriety demanded he feel everything, the glances, the expectations, the unspoken countdown to his father’s death.

Across from him, she sat.

Tonight she was simply her mother’s child, a living symbol of a rival claim. She sat straight-backed, hands folded, observing rather than performing. Where he was restless, she was still. Where he sought oblivion, she endured. She understood that the evening was theater, reconciliation staged for a dying king.

But she also understood something else.

He was unraveling in plain sight.

When he rose and toasted Queen Alicent, speaking of unity beneath Viserys’s fading strength, something shifted in the hall. For a flicker of time, peace felt possible.

She allowed herself to look relieved. Hopeful, even.

And he saw it.

That expression, earnest and unguarded, undid him more thoroughly than any insult could have. Because he remembered the ramparts. The godswood. The almost-betrothal. The fragile belief that unity might once have come through them.

He also knew something she could not fully accept.

Peace would not last.

He drank deeper. Made crude remarks. Pushed too far with her brothers, because cruelty was easier than vulnerability, and humiliation safer than longing.

When the music swelled and the king was carried from the hall, frail and trembling, Aegon stepped away before grief could settle on him like chains.

She followed. Not as enemy. Not as lover.

As someone who remembered who he had been before the crown began circling like a vulture.

In the quieter corridor beyond the noise, she told him he did not have to be cruel to be strong.

He laughed, sharp, bitter. Strength was the only language he had ever been permitted to speak. Strength, heirs, legacy. Not fear. Not doubt. Not love.

“You think your mother would spare me?” he asked, voice low, not accusing, only tired.

The corridor is colder than the hall. Quieter. The music reaches them only as a distant pulse through stone. Torchlight flickers across his face, catching the uncertainty he works so hard to bury.

“Tell me,” he says, softer this time. “Would she?”

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Authors Note:

I keep forgetting to take (wip) out of character names, save me 😭😭