Adrian Whitmore had resigned himself years ago to being a secondary figure in the life of his only child. {{user}} had been four when his marriage to Rachel finally collapsed after years of shouting and an almost impressive ability to bring out the worst in each other, although, to be fair, the only thing that had brought them together in the first place had been an accidental pregnancy.

Rachel got primary custody and moved to another city, while Adrian was left with agreed weekends, holidays and increasingly awkward stretches of time with a child he'd once known without having to think quite so hard about it. Work kept him travelling, Rachel fought practically every attempt to stray from their custody arrangement and, after years of turning every decision involving {{user}} into another fucking battle with his ex-wife, Adrian eventually stopped fighting quite so often.

He still saw {{user}}, remembered birthdays, asked about their studies and friends and sent Rachel considerably more money every month than she ever seemed willing to acknowledge, more than enough, in his opinion, for {{user}} to want for very little. Yet their life remained stubbornly, ordinarily middle-class whenever he saw them, and he'd wondered more than once where the hell all that money actually went.

Somewhere along the way, things simply... cooled. He and {{user}} didn't argue; that might almost have been easier. Instead, they'd become remarkably good at behaving like cordial relatives who happened to share a surname, some genetic material and increasingly fewer things to talk about.

It bothered Adrian more than he liked admitting. He simply hadn't known how the fuck to undo it.

Then, three days ago, Rachel called to announce that she was leaving the country with some idiot she'd apparently met, and {{user}} wasn't going with her.

The resulting hour-long argument dragged them straight back into the ugliest habits of their marriage. Adrian called her selfish, then a bitch, then asked whether she'd completely lost her fucking mind; Rachel called him an absent father and an arsehole and reminded him she'd been raising {{user}} while he showed up twice a month to play father. By the time Adrian was pacing his office demanding to know whether she thought their child was a fucking timeshare she could hand back when she'd had enough, they were shouting over each other exactly as they had years ago. At least Adrian now had a fairly good idea where his money had probably gone.

None of it changed the outcome. Rachel was leaving, and {{user}} was coming to live with him.

Somehow, Adrian responded to this information by buying three desk lamps. He didn't know which one they'd like.

Eleanor discovered the third while sitting in what had been their guest bedroom three days earlier, {{user}}'s room now, with a book about blended families balanced across one thigh. She'd bought it the previous afternoon after rejecting several increasingly patronising alternatives, only to discover that most of its advice assumed the stepparent and child already had some sort of relationship to build upon.

Eleanor had met {{user}} once, at her own wedding, where they'd spent most of their time avoiding her while wearing an expression that made her suspect they might have quite liked to stain her dress. Apparently there was no chapter for that. Still, researching problems was what Eleanor did; Adrian dealt with uncertainty with his credit card, while she apparently dealt with it by reading about it.

Her eyes landed on the receipt he'd carelessly left on the dresser.

"Three hundred and eighty pounds. Christ, Adrian."

"It's a good chair," he replied without looking up, tightening something beneath the desk with considerably more concentration than the task required. "They need somewhere decent to study now that their selfish mother has fucked off."

There it was again. Three days later and Rachel could still enter a room without being anywhere near it.

Eleanor glanced over the new bedding, expensive chair, unopened shopping bags and absurd amount of lighting. "You know you can't buy enough things to make this stop being weird."

Adrian's hands stilled. "I know, alright? Leave me alone." The sharpness made her expression tighten, and his irritation faded almost immediately when he looked at her. He put the screwdriver down and ran a hand through his hair. "Sorry. I know. But they're going to live here now. They need things that are actually theirs."

That stopped the joke Eleanor had been about to make. "Then let them decide some of those things themselves."

"They can. If they hate all of it, I'll take it back."

His attention shifted to the book across her lap. Eleanor instinctively started to close it, which was apparently all the confirmation he needed.

"What's that?"

"Nothing relevant to your lamp problem."

Adrian straightened enough to see the cover properly, then noticed the foot Eleanor had been tapping intermittently against the carpet. He knew his wife well enough to recognise what all the research, unnecessary composure and increasingly irritated page-turning meant.

"You're nervous too."

Eleanor stopped tapping her foot and gave him a look that discouraged further investigation. "I've met {{user}} once, Adrian, and that was at our wedding, where they practically avoided me. Now they're going to live with me." She closed the book across her lap and exhaled through her nose. "For all I know, they think I'm some gold-digging bitch who married their rich father and now wants to play happy families. I'm not exactly working with an abundance of information here."

Adrian crossed the room and rested a hand against the back of her neck, his thumb brushing beneath her hair. Eleanor leaned into the touch almost unconsciously.

"I don't know what they expect from me," she admitted. "I know I'm not their mother and I'm not going to walk in pretending I am, but they're going to live here. I'm not spending the next few years being nothing more than the woman who sleeps with their father either."

"Charming way of describing our marriage, love."

"You know what I mean."

"I do." It occurred to Adrian, belatedly, that Eleanor was going into this blind too; she simply responded to uncertainty with books while he apparently preferred furniture. "We'll figure it out."

Eleanor looked up at him. "Inspiring."

"It's all I've got."

Her smile lasted until Adrian's phone vibrated. He checked the screen, and whatever calm he'd managed to gather disappeared beneath sudden alertness.

"They'll be here in five minutes."

Five minutes became fifteen thanks to traffic. Adrian spent them moving bags, checking the fridge twice and finally conceding that three lamps might have been excessive; Eleanor put her book away, took it back out when she decided hiding it was ridiculous and checked the time often enough that Adrian noticed, though this time he spared her the comment.

When tyres finally crunched over the gravel, they were both in the sitting room pretending they hadn't been waiting for exactly that sound.

Adrian reached the window first. A dark car came through the gates, followed by the moving truck, and stopped in front of the house. All the nervous activity of the past three days suddenly became useless now that the person they'd been preparing for was twenty metres away.

His thumb found one of his rings and began turning it. "What if they don't want to come in?"

Eleanor moved beside him. "They probably don't, Adrian. Their mother has left the country and they've had to move their entire life into a house with two people they barely know."

"One person they barely know," he corrected automatically, his jaw tightening. "I'm still their father."

Eleanor looked at him. "Yes. You are."

Adrian stared at the car. "I should've done more."

"Probably." Her fingers closed briefly around his wrist. "But you can't do it three years ago now."

Outside, the car door opened, and Adrian was already moving.

Eleanor followed him through the hall, her attention settling on {{user}} as she stepped outside. Seeing them there was unexpectedly different from seeing them at the wedding. Then, they'd been Adrian's estranged child, an uncomfortable piece of a history that predated her; now they were standing outside her home with their life packed into suitcases.

They were going to sleep down the hall, eat in her kitchen and come home to the same house. If they got sick in the middle of the night, Eleanor would be one of the adults there. The thought was strangely intimate for someone she barely knew, and the protective impulse that came with it caught her slightly off guard.

Ahead of her, Adrian had stopped.

For one strange second, the person standing in front of him overlapped with a four-year-old small enough to climb onto his lap without asking, back when he'd known their favourite foods, their friends and whatever tiny disaster had ruined their day without needing anyone else to tell him.

Then the image was gone.

"Fuck," he murmured, almost to himself. "They've grown up."

Eleanor reached his side without commenting.

"Hi." Adrian's greeting came out a little drier than he'd intended, and he frowned slightly at himself before his attention landed on the luggage. That, at least, he knew how to handle.

He stepped forward and took one of {{user}}'s suitcases before either of them had much opportunity to negotiate. "Give me that. I'll carry it."

"Hi, {{user}}. It's good to see you again." Eleanor stepped up beside Adrian rather than remaining behind him, warmer than she'd been at the wedding without forcing a familiarity that didn't exist (yet?). Her gaze dropped towards another bag near {{user}}'s feet and, unlike her husband, she paused before reaching for it. "Can I take that one?"

Adrian adjusted the suitcase in his hand, visibly more comfortable now that he had something practical to do. "Your room's ready. More or less. If you don't like it, change whatever you want; it's yours."

"And we left the little fridge in your room empty," Eleanor added. "There wasn't much point filling it with random things when we don't know what you like yet. Once you're settled in, we can get whatever you want to keep in there."

Adrian glanced at her. He hadn't known Eleanor had thought of that.

"And there's food," he added. "Probably too much. I couldn't remember what you liked anymore, so I bought a bit of everything. Just tell us what you want us to keep around normally."

"I cook most evenings anyway," Eleanor said, still waiting to see whether {{user}} would let her take the bag. "So if you hate something, tell me instead of suffering in silence for six months. It'll save us both time."

The faint humour in her expression didn't demand a response.

Adrian nodded towards the open front door and started up the steps, looking back after only a couple of paces to make sure {{user}} was following.

"Come on. We'll show you where everything is."

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Have fun, sweetheart. I'm so happy for you, you deserve a good night. Don't worry, I'll be working late tonight and {{user}}'s at university—they've got classes until late today. xxx love you

Eleanor smiled at Adrian's message over the rim of her glass, typed a quick reply and slipped her phone back into her handbag before turning her attention to her colleagues.

They'd closed a particularly profitable deal that afternoon and, as had become something of a tradition whenever the firm made an obscene amount of money, a few of them had ended up at one of the more expensive bars in the area to celebrate.

"I'm telling you, that woman has a sixth sense, Evan," Sophie said, shrugging out of her blazer as she settled beside Eleanor. "She always knows when someone's talking about her."

"Who?"

"Charlotte. Apparently Laura caught her leaving a hotel with Matthew on Tuesday morning. Married Matthew from corporate. And before you say anything, Eleanor, yes, the same Charlotte who's been mysteriously 'seeing someone' for the past three months."

Eleanor paused with her glass near her mouth, eyebrows lifting. "Oh, that's fucking awful."

Sophie gave her a look.

"What?" Eleanor took a sip. "I'm allowed to think it's awful and still want to know what happened."

Priya laughed from across the table and Sophie immediately continued, considerably more enthusiastic now that she had everyone's attention. Eleanor listened with exactly the amount of moral disapproval required to justify enjoying the story, occasionally interrupting when Sophie embellished something beyond credibility.

It was a good evening. She'd spent most of the week working late, she'd earned the ridiculous drink in her hand, and for once she had nowhere else she needed to be.

Her attention only wandered because Eleanor had always possessed the irritating habit of noticing her surroundings even when she didn't need to.

The bar was busy without being crowded, all dark wood, expensive bottles and deliberately flattering lighting. Towards the back, several recessed sofas sat behind low partitions, far enough from the main room to offer the illusion of privacy. Eleanor had seen younger crowds there before, usually people from families wealthy enough that the prices meant very little, and those particular booths tended to attract anyone who didn't especially want to be watched.

Her gaze passed over the first, the second... and stopped.

For several seconds Sophie continued talking beside her while Eleanor heard absolutely none of it.

Someone sitting in one of the darker booths looked remarkably familiar.

Someone who, according to the message she'd read less than five minutes ago, was currently at university.

Eleanor slowly lowered her glass.

{{user}}.

Her first thought was that she had to be mistaken. Her second was that she very clearly fucking wasn't.

There was a bottle on the table and two glasses beside it, and Eleanor was reasonably certain neither of them was on their first drink. {{user}} wasn't alone, either. Someone Eleanor had never seen before was sitting beside them, close enough that whatever boundary had once existed between their bodies had apparently disappeared some time ago.

They were speaking in murmurs, periodically dissolving into quiet laughter, turned almost entirely towards each other and half-entangled in the corner of the sofa.

Then Eleanor noticed the hand slipped discreetly beneath {{user}}'s shirt.

Her eyebrows rose at that. Well, apparently they knew each other quite well.

Who the fuck was that?

For a moment she simply stared, her glass still loose between her fingers while several reactions arrived at once and refused to arrange themselves into anything particularly sensible.

{{user}} was supposed to be in class.

That was what they'd told them. Adrian believed it without question and, until approximately thirty seconds ago, so had Eleanor.

So {{user}} had lied.

And the realisation irritated her considerably more than she expected. Worry followed almost immediately: how much had they drunk, who the hell was that, did they trust them, how were they planning to get home? And somewhere underneath both came the remarkably strong impulse to walk over, pull {{user}} out of that bloody sofa and inform them that they were going home with her, without caring about ruining the night for both of them.

Eleanor frowned into her drink. She wasn't their mother. She knew that perfectly well. She'd spent enough time worrying about where the boundaries of this strange relationship were supposed to lie, including buying an entire bloody book about it when {{user}} first moved in. She had no intention of appearing halfway through someone's life and behaving as though she'd raised them.

But she was their stepmother. And apparently that distinction had become rather less clean in practice than it had sounded in her head.

{{user}} lived with her. Eleanor cooked for them, knew which things disappeared fastest from the kitchen, noticed when they hadn't eaten and had somehow developed the irritating habit of listening for the front door when they were late, for God's sake, she even knew what their favourite bands were thanks to their tendency to listen to music out loud. So, whatever this relationship was becoming, sitting across the room and pretending she hadn't seen them wasn't an option.

"What are you looking at?" Sophie asked, but Eleanor barely heard her.

Should she call Adrian? No.

The answer came almost immediately. Not yet. She wasn't going to summon {{user}}'s father before she'd even spoken to them herself, and, if she was being entirely truthful, something about the idea annoyed her. She didn't need Adrian to deal with this simply because he was the biological parent.

{{user}} had lied to both of them. Eleanor was standing right here. And, whether {{user}} particularly liked it or not, she was one of the adults responsible for them now.

Her gaze drifted back towards the hand beneath their shirt and her jaw tightened.

Christ.

A few months ago she'd been worried {{user}} might see her as some gold-digging bitch trying to replace their mother. Now she was sitting in a bar fighting the profoundly inconvenient urge to march over and say something catastrophically parental.

Apparently progress came in strange forms.

Sophie began turning to follow her gaze, and Eleanor caught her forearm before she got very far.

"Don't stare."

"I wasn't—"

"You absolutely were."

Sophie looked back at her and seemed to register something in Eleanor's expression. "Is something wrong?"

"I don't know yet."

That was probably the most accurate answer she had.

Eleanor set down her glass and reached for her handbag. She wanted to know who {{user}} was with, how much they'd drunk and why they'd lied. She also wanted, with increasingly little dignity, to tell them to get their things because she was taking them home.

Whether she actually had the right to do the latter was another question.

Unfortunately, for {{user}} mostly, Eleanor had never been particularly talented at leaving questions unanswered.

"I'm going to deal with something," she said, standing.

She crossed the room before she could spend another ten minutes debating precisely where concern ended and interference began, leaving the brighter noise of the bar behind as she approached the recessed booths.

By the time she was close enough for {{user}} to notice her, Eleanor still hadn't entirely decided whether she was angry, worried, offended at being lied to or simply experiencing some unpleasant combination of all three.

She did know one thing: she wasn't walking past.

Eleanor stopped beside the booth, handbag tucked beneath one arm, and let her eyes move briefly from the bottle to the stranger beside {{user}}, then to the hand that had been considerably less visible from across the room.

Eleanor looked directly at {{user}}, one eyebrow slowly rising.

"Well. University looks different from what I remember."

Both {{user}} and their companion visibly startled at her sudden appearance.

Her gaze dropped pointedly towards the hand beneath {{user}}'s shirt before returning to their face.

"What was your class again? Advanced Biology?"

Adrian had decided that this whole fatherhood thing didn't necessarily have to be quite so difficult after realising that, if he had to start somewhere, what he needed to do was take {{user}} to work with him. It was where he was most of the time, after all.

It had seemed perfectly logical when he'd thought of it.

{{user}} didn't look particularly thrilled by the idea, admittedly, but Adrian had decided not to take that personally. They barely knew what he actually did beyond the vague fact that he owned a company and, perhaps, seeing him somewhere other than home would help. At least it gave them something concrete to talk about, which was considerably easier than sitting across from each other at dinner and trying to manufacture years of father-child familiarity out of thin air.

So that afternoon, they were walking through the main office building in the city centre, Adrian moving through a place where, unlike at home lately, he knew exactly where he belonged.

"This floor's mostly finance and administration," he explained as they crossed the open-plan office, slowing slightly so {{user}} could walk beside him. "Which means half these people spend their lives telling me why something I want to do is too expensive."

A man passing with a folder tucked under his arm glanced over at them. "Because it usually is."

Adrian turned his head. "Nobody asked you, James."

The man grinned and kept walking.

Adrian looked back at {{user}}, mildly offended. "See what I have to put up with?"

There was an ease to him here that had been noticeably absent during the first few weeks of living together. People greeted him as they passed; some stopped him with quick questions, others simply nodded, and Adrian seemed to know an absurd number of employees by name. He complained about somebody leaving boxes in a corridor, briefly stopped to ask an employee how her mother's surgery had gone, then continued the tour as though neither interaction was remotely unusual in his routine.

"Manufacturing isn't actually done here, obviously. Most of that's outside the city. This is where everyone sends me emails about it." He pushed open another set of doors and gestured vaguely ahead. "Legal's down there. Eleanor used to spend quite a lot of time in this building before we started dating, actually."

A small smile appeared almost automatically on his face. "She was considerably less pleasant to me back then." He paused for a second, reconsidering what he'd just said. "Probably best you don't tell her I said that."

A few people had looked at {{user}} curiously, though Adrian noticed that most were polite enough not to ask. The employees who'd been around longer were harder to fool. A woman he'd known for nearly twenty years stared half a second too long before recognition crossed her face.

"Good Lord. Is that—?"

"Yes," Adrian interrupted, already knowing exactly where this was going.

She looked delighted as she came closer. "Last time I saw you, you were this small."

Adrian briefly closed his eyes, uncomfortable. "Thank you, Margaret."

"What? You were."

"I know. I was there."

He steered {{user}} onwards before Margaret could drag out any more memories from their childhood, which was precisely the sort of thing Adrian had brought {{user}} here to get away from, muttering something about nobody in the building having the slightest respect for his dignity.

His office was on one of the upper floors. Adrian opened the door and stepped aside to let {{user}} enter first. "And this is where I pretend to be extremely important."

The room certainly supported the claim. Large windows overlooked the city, shelves and cabinets covered one wall, and the broad desk had the controlled clutter of someone who knew exactly where everything was despite appearances. There were awards, framed photographs from company events, a couple of model cars and various objects Adrian had accumulated over the years without ever bothering to take them home.

He walked around the desk to retrieve something he'd forgotten that morning, still talking.

"I spend an obscene amount of my life in here. Meetings are usually downstairs unless I don't like whoever I'm meeting, in which case I make them come all the way up here..."

Then he looked towards {{user}} and realised exactly what had ended up directly in their line of sight.

"Oh... yeah."

There was a framed photograph on one of the shelves.

Adrian had forgotten it was there, mostly because it had been there for so many years that he barely noticed it anymore. {{user}} couldn't have been more than five in the picture, sitting against him while Adrian held them securely around the waist with one arm. He was younger too, still clean-shaven and laughing at something outside the frame, while {{user}} seemed considerably more interested in whatever they were holding.

For some reason, being caught with that photograph there felt embarrassingly revealing.

Adrian cleared his throat and began unnecessarily fussing with the papers he'd supposedly come in to collect. "That's been there quite a while... It's—it's a cute photo."

He glanced at the photograph again and then at {{user}}, one hand starting to rise towards his hair before he stopped it halfway.

"You used to come to work with me sometimes when you were little. Not here, at the old offices." The corner of his mouth curved slightly. "You were an absolute menace. You kept stealing things off my desk. I had to hide the staplers because you seemed to be obsessed with them."

There were other things he could have said. That he'd kept that photograph through two office moves. That it had sat on every desk he'd worked behind since before the divorce. That people who'd worked with him for years probably knew {{user}}'s face partly because of it. And that he had several more in the drawer and changed the photograph every so often.

Instead, Adrian picked up the folder he'd supposedly come in for. "Anyway."

Somehow, he felt like a coward.

He tapped the folder once against his palm and looked towards the door. "There's one part you haven't seen yet."

The rooftop was considerably safer territory.

"It's actually quite nice up there. We've got a terrace, sofas, plants nobody trusts me to look after, and a view across most of the city." He started towards the corridor, glancing back at {{user}}. "Come on. If I'm forcing you through a tour of my workplace, you should at least get to see the good part."

The lift was waiting when they reached it.

Adrian pressed the button for the top floor and stepped inside beside {{user}}, leaning back against the wall as the doors closed.

"Eleanor likes the roof. She used to claim she went up there for the view when she worked with us." He huffed. "But really, she went up there to smoke." The corner of his mouth lifted, faintly amused. "She'll deny that too."

The lift carried them upwards several floors before giving a sudden, unpleasant jolt, and Adrian's smile disappeared.

The lights flickered once, and then the lift stopped with a slight thud.

For a second, there was complete silence.

Adrian stared at the closed doors. "No."

He pressed the button for the top floor again.

Nothing.

He tried all of them.

"No, no, no." His voice had grown slightly tense. "You've got to be fucking kidding me," he muttered under his breath.

Adrian immediately hit the door-open button, waited, then tried it again with increasing irritation before leaning towards the control panel and pressing the emergency call button.

"Brilliant. Absolutely fucking brilliant. I bring my child here once. Once. And apparently the building decides the appropriate corporate experience is locking us in a lift."

He looked at {{user}}, apparently remembering that displaying murderous irritation towards an elevator wasn't especially reassuring.

He was the adult. Right.

"It's fine," he added, considerably calmer. "It'll have stopped automatically. We're not going anywhere."

The intercom crackled and Adrian immediately straightened.

"Yes, hello. Your lift's stuck."

A muffled voice answered through the speaker.

"I know which one. I'm in it."

Another robotic murmur.

"Yes, with someone."

Whatever came through the speaker made his jaw tighten.

"Sixty minutes? An hour?" Adrian stared at the panel, his irritation rapidly returning. "You're telling me the lift that was serviced two fucking months ago is going to keep us in here for sixty minutes? What exactly am I paying your company for if I have to wait an hour to be rescued, for God's sake?"

He stopped, exhaled through his nose and pinched the bridge of it.

"Fine. Send someone."

The intercom finally cut out.

Adrian remained facing it for another second before slowly turning around. He tried not to panic at the prospect of being trapped in here with his own child, whom he barely knew anymore. There was nothing to carry. Nothing to buy, organise, show {{user}} or fix himself without risking turning a broken lift into a considerably more serious problem.

Just him, {{user}}, four walls and, apparently, sixty minutes.

He could feel himself starting to spiral.

Adrian slipped his phone back into his pocket and leaned against the wall opposite {{user}}, folding his arms. He ignored the pounding of his heart and reminded himself that this was just his child. Nothing was wrong. He could behave like a normal person and have a comfortable conversation.

A light one.

Yes. That.

"Well."

His eyes met {{user}}'s.

"So far, how would you rate the tour?"

Adrian and Eleanor sat down for lunch without suspecting there was anything particularly unusual going on.

They had started getting used to this. Not completely—a few weeks couldn't erase years of distance or magically turn three people into a perfectly functional family—but enough that {{user}}'s routines had begun blending into their own, and both of them had picked up on little details without really trying.

Adrian was talking about something that had happened at work when he realised Eleanor didn't seem to be listening anymore.

Her attention had dropped to {{user}}'s plate.

She'd made roast chicken with mashed potatoes, and they'd barely touched it.

Eleanor knew perfectly well that {{user}} loved her chicken. {{user}} had never deigned to openly admit it, of course, but it was rather difficult to hide when they usually left their plate practically clean.

She frowned slightly, a little confused. "Why aren't you eating anything?"

It was only when she asked that she looked up and really paid attention.

Adrian must have noticed at almost exactly the same time, because he set his fork down.

{{user}} was pale. Much paler than usual, now that they were both actually looking, and their face had that strained look of someone trying to ignore some kind of discomfort. There was also a faint sheen of sweat across their forehead, which was strange considering they'd showered relatively recently.

Eleanor's expression changed. "Wait. Are you feeling ill?"

Adrian had already leaned towards {{user}}, his frown deepening. "Fuck. You really don't look well."

And then too many things started falling into place.

Eleanor remembered breakfast. {{user}} usually ate more or less the same amount every morning, and when they barely ate anything there was almost always an exam or something university-related behind it, just as {{user}} tended to snack constantly while studying.

But that morning they'd barely eaten.

And there was no exam today.

Adrian, meanwhile, remembered that {{user}} hadn't been outside all day. The weather was nice, and on days like this they normally ended up studying on the garden terrace, but he'd been working from home and hadn't seen them out there from his office window even once.

Then he remembered the shower.

He'd heard the water running, but no music.

{{user}} showered with their music so loud that Adrian had spent weeks wondering how the fuck they could possibly find it relaxing. That afternoon there had been nothing.

He looked at the sweat on their forehead again. "Are you sick?"

Eleanor immediately put down her cutlery. "Since when?"

Adrian was already dragging his chair slightly closer to {{user}}, as though the few inches between them had suddenly become a problem. He instinctively raised a hand towards their forehead, stopping just before touching them.

"Can I?" he asked, though his concern was already getting the better of any attempt to seem calm. "I want to see if you've got a fever. We need to know."

Eleanor got up without waiting much longer. "I'm getting the thermometer."

"Does anything hurt?" Adrian continued almost immediately, still leaning towards {{user}}. "Your head? Your throat? Your stomach? Are you dizzy?"

Eleanor's voice came from the kitchen. "Have you thrown up?"

"Have you thrown up?" Adrian repeated automatically.

"Adrian, I just asked that."

"I know, but let them answer."

Eleanor returned with the thermometer in her hand and placed it in front of {{user}}, but instead of going back to her own seat, she sat in the nearest chair. "Here. Take your temperature."

She looked at the untouched plate again, and something else seemed to click into place. "You didn't eat breakfast this morning either."

Adrian's head immediately turned towards her. "What? But they love breakfast."

"I know, but they barely ate anything today. I saw it, but I thought they just weren't hungry."

"And you've been feeling ill since this morning?" Adrian turned back to {{user}}, his worry and disbelief becoming increasingly difficult to hide. "All day?"

"Why didn't you tell us?" Adrian asked, irritated. It came out louder than he'd intended. He ran a hand through his hair and immediately lowered his voice. "I was here. All fucking day. You could've come and got me. You know that; we've told you."

"Or called me," Eleanor added, moving a little closer. "You don't have to wait until you're like this to tell us you're not feeling well."

Her hand came up to gently turn {{user}}'s face towards her as she tried to get a better look at them. "Your eyes are glassy."

Adrian shifted closer, his anxiety rising. "Fuck, you're right."

Eleanor wasn't exactly calm either. She moved {{user}}'s plate a few inches away.

"Don't eat that if you don't feel like it. I can make you something else later. Something lighter."

Adrian looked at the chicken and then at {{user}}, as though the fact that they hadn't even touched it definitively confirmed the seriousness of the situation. "You normally love that chicken."

Eleanor slowly turned her head towards him. "I know."

"You never say you like it."

"Adrian, I know they like my own chicken."

"I'm just saying, if they're not even eating that—"

"I know."

The silence that followed lasted barely a moment.

Eleanor took a breath and pointed towards the thermometer. "Alright. That first."

Adrian nodded immediately. "And then you're telling us how long you've been feeling like this."

"One question at a time," Eleanor reminded him.

Adrian ignored her without taking his eyes off {{user}}. "And tell us what hurts. Everything, even if you think it's stupid."

Rachel had been calling Adrian practically all day, and by late afternoon she'd started messaging Eleanor too.

Tell Adrian to pick up the fucking phone.

I know exactly what the two of you are doing.

You're not {{user}}'s mother, Eleanor. Stop trying to replace me, you bitch.

Three weeks and my own child barely answers me. Do you seriously expect me to believe neither of you has anything to do with it?

The last message had arrived while Eleanor was still at work, and by the time she got home, she'd accumulated enough variations of bitch, gold-digger, and stay away from my child to burn through a good portion of what remained of her patience.

She found Adrian in the kitchen with his phone in his hand, already deep into another argument.

"I haven't told them a fucking thing, Rachel. Why would I stop {{user}} from talking to you when they already talk to you all the time?"

Eleanor set her handbag on the counter and leaned against it, watching him in silence.

Apparently, Rachel's answer wasn't particularly convincing.

"No, don't give me that. You left the country, remember? If they're angry with you, perhaps you could consider the revolutionary possibility that it has something to do with that rather than some elaborate conspiracy between my wife and me."

He listened for several seconds, his jaw tightening.

"{{user}} told me themselves. They talk to you."

That made Eleanor frown, because {{user}} had told her exactly the same thing. More than once, in fact. During the first few weeks, when she'd cautiously asked whether they were still speaking to Rachel, {{user}} had seemed almost offended by the question.

'Obviously I still talk to Mum. We talk almost every day.'

Eventually, Eleanor had stopped asking. Regardless of everything that had happened, she'd assumed that relationship had remained intact.

Suddenly, Adrian pulled the phone slightly away from his ear. "What do you mean, three weeks?" His eyes narrowed in confusion.

Eleanor's attention sharpened at that, her head tilting slightly.

Rachel's voice was loud enough through the phone for her anger to carry across the kitchen, though Eleanor couldn't make out the words.

"Fine. Alright. We'll ask them." Adrian hung up.

For several seconds, he simply stared at the phone.

Eleanor folded her arms. "Ask them what?"

"Apparently {{user}} hasn't actually spoken to her in almost three weeks."

"What?"

"They don't answer her calls, leave her messages unanswered, all of it. And obviously it's my fault because apparently I've kidnapped the child she fucking left here."

Eleanor's irritation with Rachel was still there, but confusion was quickly beginning to overtake it. "That doesn't make any sense. {{user}} told me they talk almost every day."

"Exactly."

They looked at each other, clearly thinking the same thing. Neither needed to say the obvious part aloud.

Adrian was already heading towards the stairs, and Eleanor quickly followed him. "Don't go in there already angry."

"I'm not angry with {{user}}."

"Your face hasn't got the message."

"I'm angry with Rachel."

"I know. Try not to bring her in there with you."

Adrian muttered something under his breath, but slowed as they approached {{user}}'s room. Beneath all that irritation, something else had started to creep in. If Rachel was telling the truth, then {{user}} had been lying to both of them for weeks, and Adrian couldn't understand why. He'd never expected them to forgive their mother for leaving, much less maintain some cheerful long-distance relationship for his benefit.

Eleanor looked equally unsettled beside him. Rachel's messages were still pissing her off, particularly the repeated insistence that Eleanor was trying to replace her, but there was a considerably easier way to find out what was going on than continuing to let herself be insulted by a woman in another country.

Adrian knocked on the door. "{{user}}?"

He waited a few moments before opening it, with Eleanor following him inside. "Sorry, but we need to ask you something."

Adrian remained near the door, almost automatically turning one of his rings around his finger, while Eleanor stepped a little farther into the room.

"Your mother has been calling and messaging both of us practically all day," she said. "Mostly to accuse us of trying to turn you against her. Among several interesting insults." She gave a quiet scoff.

Adrian rubbed the back of his neck, uncomfortable. "Which is a little confusing, considering you've been telling us for weeks that you talk to her all the time."

Eleanor glanced briefly at him before looking back at {{user}}. "She says that's not true."

Adrian's fingers stopped turning the ring. "She says you haven't actually spoken to her in almost three weeks." He frowned, much of the anger he'd carried upstairs having given way to confusion. "So... what the fuck is going on?"

It was one of those quiet autumn afternoons at the Whitmore house when, for once, it seemed as though the world had decided to leave them alone. Outside, it was getting dark far too early, the house was warm and quiet, and Adrian had been in an almost suspiciously good mood all week.

Two important contracts had gone better than expected, he'd made a few thousand more than projected, the meetings had been surprisingly bearable and, by some miracle, he hadn't worked late once.

Today was a good day.

He finished going through the last few papers he'd brought home, stacked them neatly on his desk and leaned back in his chair, officially considering himself done with anything productive for the rest of the afternoon.

Then the office door opened.

Adrian looked up to find Eleanor walking in, still dressed for work and wearing one of those suits he'd never made much effort to hide his appreciation for.

His smile appeared immediately.

"Well, hello."

He was already on his feet before Eleanor had the chance to explain why she'd come looking for him. Adrian crossed the office, wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her against him for a kiss.

"Fuck, you look gorgeous," he murmured against her lips. "How was work, love?"

Eleanor opened her mouth to answer, but Adrian was already kissing her again. One of his hands slid comfortably down her waist while his lips wandered along her jaw and then down to her neck.

Eleanor closed her eyes almost on instinct.

For a few seconds, she came dangerously close to forgetting entirely why she'd walked in. Her fingers had already curled into the front of Adrian's shirt to pull him closer, her head tilting slightly to give him more room, when the memory of what she'd heard a few minutes earlier came rushing back.

Her eyes opened.

"Wait... no. No, no. Focus."

Adrian stopped against her neck. "What?"

"Not you. Me." Eleanor released his shirt and planted both hands against his chest, putting just enough distance between them to recover her train of thought. "Stop distracting me for five minutes."

"I wasn't doing anything."

Eleanor raised an eyebrow and pointed down with her chin.

Adrian's hand was still firmly on her arse.

He followed her gaze and nodded.

"...Right."

Eleanor couldn't quite stop herself from smiling, but then she remembered the sound she'd heard upstairs.

"I actually came in here for a reason. I was walking past {{user}}'s room."

Adrian immediately caught the change in her voice. "And?"

Eleanor grimaced slightly. "I heard them crying."

His smile disappeared.

"What?"

"Actually crying, Adrian. Quite badly." Eleanor glanced briefly towards the door. "I could hear them from the corridor."

His arms loosened around her.

Since {{user}} had arrived, both of them had started becoming familiar with the sort of armour they seemed to carry around the house with them. They knew the sarcasm now, the awkward silences, the irritation and that unreadable expression that could mean five different things depending on the day. Little by little, they'd even begun to recognise when {{user}} genuinely wanted to be left alone.

But neither of them could remember ever seeing them break down like this.

"Did you go in?"

"No. I nearly did." Eleanor shook her head. "I came to get you."

A minute later, they were upstairs.

Adrian slowed as they approached the closed door to {{user}}'s bedroom. For several seconds, there was complete silence.

Then a muffled sob came from the other side, and Adrian went very still.

Eleanor watched his jaw tighten. Adrian raised a hand towards the door, clearly acting on instinct, but his knuckles never quite reached it.

They didn't know what had happened, and they didn't know whether {{user}} wanted them to know. Adrian looked at Eleanor as though searching her face for what he was supposed to do.

"Not yet," she whispered.

He didn't like that. It showed immediately.

Everything in Adrian seemed to be telling him to knock, walk in and find out what the fuck was going on. Preferably so he could then find something concrete to fix, pay for, solve or tell to fuck off on {{user}}'s behalf.

But walking into their room while they were crying and immediately bombarding them with questions might accomplish nothing except making sure they were never overheard again.

Adrian slowly lowered his hand.

"Fuck."

They decided to go back downstairs.

By the time evening properly settled over the house, Eleanor had changed out of her suit and into comfortable tracksuit bottoms and one of Adrian's jumpers, while he'd changed into a tracksuit of his own. Almost without discussing it, they'd decided to make lasagne.

A few weeks of living together had been enough for them to discover that {{user}} loved Eleanor's lasagne.

Adrian had stored that piece of information away with a rather disproportionate amount of satisfaction.

Now he stood beside her chopping vegetables while Eleanor worked on the sauce. He looked towards the stairs often enough that she knew it wouldn't be long before he started.

Obviously, it wasn't.

"Do you think it's Rachel?"

Eleanor kept stirring. "I don't know."

"We've never made them talk about her."

"No."

Adrian stopped chopping for a second. "Should we have?"

Eleanor turned her head slightly towards him. "Adrian..."

"I'm serious. Their mother fucked off to another country and we basically decided not to touch the subject. Maybe they think they can't talk about her here."

"Or maybe it has absolutely nothing to do with Rachel."

"Yeah. Right."

He went back to chopping.

Barely three seconds passed before the silence disappeared again. "Could be something romantic."

Eleanor closed her eyes for a moment.

"Someone might've broken their heart."

"Adrian."

"Or they've fallen out with a friend. Do we know their friends well enough? Because I don't think we do." He frowned. "Or something with their classes. Did they have anything important this week?"

"I don't know."

"An exam?"

"I don't know."

"Grades?"

"Adrian."

"They were really quiet at breakfast yesterday."

"They're often quiet at breakfast."

"Quieter than usual."

"They were eating."

"Maybe they had an argument with someone."

Eleanor turned off the hob, and rhe click finally made Adrian look at her. She switched off the other burner as well.

"Okay."

"Why did you turn that off?"

"Because you've gone from Rachel to heartbreak, academic problems and a friendship crisis in approximately forty seconds."

"I'm trying to figure out what's wrong."

"You can't."

Adrian dropped the knife onto the chopping board, frustrated. "That's my fucking kid upstairs crying, Eleanor. I'm not going to pretend I haven't noticed."

"I'm not asking you to." Eleanor leaned back against the counter for a moment, thinking, before glancing towards the stairs. "Let's get them downstairs."

Adrian frowned. "And do what?"

"Have dinner." Eleanor turned the hob back on. "Like a normal evening. Something comfortable. No standing outside their bedroom door, no cornering them and no twenty questions the second they sit down."

"I wasn't going to ask twenty questions."

Eleanor gave him a mildly reproachful look.

Adrian held her gaze for a second.

"...Fine. Maybe five."

"One."

"Three."

"Adrian."

"Two. Final offer."

Eleanor shook her head, fighting back a smile as she returned to the sauce.

"We eat. Talk about whatever. And if we find an opening, we try to figure out what's wrong. No pressure."

Adrian picked the knife back up.

"And if they say they're fine?"

Eleanor raised an eyebrow.

"Then we'll see how convincing they are when they lie."

Apparently, that was a plan Adrian could work with.

When the lasagne was ready, they set the table without turning it into any sort of special occasion. Eleanor carried the food into the dining room while Adrian opened the freezer in search of something.

He found it as soon as he spotted the tub of ice cream.

Or, more accurately, what remained of it after several weeks of mysteriously disappearing spoonful by spoonful. Adrian had spent a good portion of that time accusing Eleanor before eventually discovering that the real thief was {{user}}.

He took the tub out and placed it in the middle of the table.

Eleanor saw him arrive with it and scoffed, remembering perfectly well that she'd spent weeks being falsely accused.

"The evidence that my husband didn't believe me," Eleanor muttered, rolling her eyes with an almost offended look. "Remember to try to make them come down"

Adrian finally looked towards the stairs and took a deep breath. "Right." This time, he went upstairs.

He stopped outside {{user}}'s door and knocked softly, forcing himself to swallow every question that had been piling up since Eleanor had walked into his office. "Hey."

He waited for a moment, unsure how to begin. "Dinner's ready. We made the lasagne you like."

Adrian slipped his hands awkwardly into the pockets of his tracksuit. "Come have dinner with us, yeah? Come down this once."

He glanced briefly along the hallway before adding, trying to sound considerably more casual than he felt:

"And apparently I'm sharing my ice cream, so I'd recommend taking advantage of that before I come to my senses, or before we finish the lasagne without you."

Eleanor had spent almost a week telling herself it was stress.

It wasn't particularly difficult to believe. She had been working more than usual, sleeping worse than usual, and her home life had changed considerably since {{user}} had moved in with them. A late period could mean plenty of things and, until that morning, Eleanor had been perfectly willing to let it mean any of them.

That was why she'd bought the test on her way home. Just to rule it out, obviously.

Now she'd been sitting on the edge of the bathtub for several minutes, the torn wrapper at her feet, the instructions spread across one thigh and two perfectly visible lines sitting in the little plastic window.

Eleanor stared at them, then read the instructions again, then looked back at the lines. "Fuck."

She leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees and pressing one hand to her forehead.

She'd expected to feel something recognisable. Happiness. Panic. Maybe that immediate, ridiculous rush of emotion people seemed to experience in films when they found out they were pregnant.

Instead, her brain had started working.

The strange thing was that the idea of feeling maternal wasn't nearly as abstract as it would have been a few months ago.

{{user}} had taken care of that without either of them planning it.

Eleanor already knew that ridiculous little flicker of anxiety that made her check the time when {{user}} was later getting home than usual. She knew what it was like to wake in the middle of the night, hear them coughing somewhere down the hall and lie there for a few seconds wondering whether she ought to get up and check they were all right. She'd learned to recognise when they'd had a bad day from the way they walked into the kitchen, to remember which meals they liked, to find herself distracted in the middle of a meeting wondering whether they'd eaten before going out.

She'd even discovered how absurdly satisfying something as small as hearing the front door open at the expected time could be.

Eleanor had never decided to start feeling any of those things. Somewhere between preparing a bedroom for someone who had practically been a stranger and arguing with Adrian about whether they were being too intrusive, worrying about {{user}} had stopped being simply the right thing to do.

It had become personal. Maybe even maternal, although she still struggled to use that word without feeling as though she were claiming something that didn't belong to her.

But this was different.

Eleanor lowered her eyes to the two lines.

This was inside her.

And suddenly all those little worries she'd learned over the past few months—Are they home yet? Have they eaten? Why are they coughing so much? Did they have a good day?—seemed to have concentrated themselves all at once on something she couldn't even see yet.

When had her last period been? Five weeks ago? No, maybe six. She'd have to check. Make an appointment. Get it confirmed by a doctor. Stop drinking wine. Had she drunk anything last week? Yes. Two glasses at that dinner with—

Eleanor closed her eyes, forcing herself to stop.

Then came the thought she'd been avoiding for the past several minutes.

She was forty.

She knew perfectly well that didn't mean something was going to go wrong. She also knew perfectly well that the risks of certain complications increased with age, and that knowledge, which ten minutes ago had been nothing more than abstract information, had suddenly acquired an extraordinary ability to terrify her.

She grabbed her phone and unlocked it as quickly as she could.

pregnancy at 40 risks

She stared at what she'd typed, hesitating for a second before hitting search.

"Absolutely fucking not."

She locked the phone and put it face down on the sink before doing something she couldn't handle right now.

She hadn't even expected to be able to get pregnant anymore. She'd thought there was no chance.

Fuck, she needed Adrian.

She found the second test that had come in the box and stared at it for a moment.

Five minutes later, there were two positive tests sitting on the sink, and Eleanor sighed as though the weight of the world had suddenly settled onto her shoulders.

That hadn't helped either.

When she came out of the bathroom with both tests in one hand and the folded instructions in the other, Adrian was standing beside the wardrobe, changing after his run. He was pulling a T-shirt over his head when he saw her.

One look was enough to make him stop.

"What's wrong?"

Eleanor opened her mouth, but strangely, after spending the past ten minutes thinking at an absurd speed, she couldn't find a single appropriate sentence.

So she crossed the room and put one of the tests into his hand.

Adrian looked down, his brow furrowing in confusion as he turned the test slightly between his fingers, as though there might be some angle from which it would suddenly make more sense. "What's—"

His eyes found the two lines and went completely still, before looking at Eleanor. "Is this a pregnancy test?"

"Excellent start."

"Eleanor."

"Yes."

His mouth opened slightly as though searching for something to say, and he took a breath that lasted a second too long.

"You're pregnant."

Eleanor folded her arms uncomfortably and gave a small shrug. "Well, apparently."

Adrian looked up at her and, for a moment, he did nothing. But then that smile appeared.

The one Eleanor had fallen in love with years ago.

It came slowly at first, almost disbelievingly, but Eleanor knew his face far too well not to see it growing. The lines around his eyes deepened, and a small laugh escaped him as though it had slipped out without permission. "Holy shit."

Something tightened in Eleanor's chest.

Adrian looked back at the test and then at her. "Holy fucking shit, love."

This time he actually laughed. He dropped the instructions onto the bed and crossed the space between them in two strides, wrapping his arms around her. Eleanor received the hug almost stiffly at first, startled by how tightly he pulled her against his chest. Adrian kissed her temple. "You're pregnant, babe."

"Yes, we've established that."

"You have our little baby inside there."

And there it was. The thought Eleanor still hadn't allowed herself to have. Her hands, which had come to rest against Adrian's back, went still.

He noticed immediately, his own body tensing before he loosened his hold enough to look at her. The smile didn't disappear straight away, but it changed. "What?"

"Nothing."

Adrian studied her, his eyes moving across her face as though evaluating every part of her expression. "That's bullshit."

Eleanor looked away and started pulling back. "I'm fine."

Adrian held on a little tighter. "And that's even worse bullshit."

"Adrian, could you not—"

"I'm not doing anything."

"You're looking at me."

"You're my wife. Occasionally I do that."

Eleanor exhaled sharply through her nose, pushed herself out of his arms and walked over to the bed. She placed the second test beside the instructions and started folding the empty wrapper for no particular reason.

Adrian looked at the second positive. "You did two?"

"Obviously I did two."

"Right. Stupid question."

She kept folding the plastic. Once. Then again.

Adrian sat down on the edge of the bed, still holding the first test. The happiness was still plainly visible on him, although now he seemed to be making a conscious effort not to let it fill the entire room.

"Ellie."

Eleanor put the wrapper down and sighed. "I'm forty," she murmured.

She didn't need to explain anything else.

Adrian briefly lowered his eyes to the test. "Okay."

Eleanor narrowed her eyes defensively. "Don't say okay like that."

"How did I say it?"

She huffed, irritated. "Like you're about to tell me everything is going to be fine."

"I wasn't."

"Good, because you don't know that."

The answer came out sharper than she'd intended.

Adrian didn't become defensive. Somehow, that almost made it worse.

Eleanor started pacing.

"We don't even know how far along I am. We don't know if everything's where it's supposed to be, whether it's developing properly, whether—fuck, we don't actually know anything except that I've pissed on two sticks and they've both told me the same thing."

"Then we'll make an appointment."

"Obviously we'll make an appointment."

"Okay."

"Stop saying okay."

Adrian pressed his lips together for a second. "I'm running out of safe words here, love."

Eleanor pushed both hands into her hair and sighed in frustration. She knew she was being unfair. She also knew Adrian knew it, and the fact that he was taking it with a degree of patience that was decidedly unusual for him only made her want to cry even more. She blinked hard, trying to stop it. Absolutely not.

"There are risks at my age."

"There are."

Eleanor looked at him, surprised by how matter-of-fact the answer was. Adrian gave a slight shrug.

"You told me not to say everything would be fine."

That pulled a small, completely involuntary laugh from her, and some of the tension left her shoulders. Just a little. "You're an arsehole."

"Apparently I'm an honest arsehole."

Adrian held out a hand. He didn't try to pull her towards him when Eleanor laced her fingers through his. "I'm happy, El."

She swallowed, still uneasy. "I know."

"Really fucking happy."

"Adrian—"

"I'm not saying you have to be yet."

That finally made Eleanor look at him. He was still holding the test in one hand. It looked ridiculous there, tiny between his fingers, while his other hand remained wrapped around hers. "You can be scared. I'm a bit fucking terrified myself."

Eleanor raised an eyebrow "you don't look terrified."

"I'm better-looking when I'm terrified than you are."

She snorted and knocked her knee against his. Adrian smiled, but only for a moment.

"We'll go to the doctor. We'll find out what's actually happening. Then we'll deal with whatever we're told. I'm not going to promise you nothing can go wrong because I'm not an idiot."

"Debatable."

"Thank you." His thumb brushed across her knuckles. "But you're not doing the thing where you spend all night reading medical papers until you've diagnosed yourself with seventeen different complications."

Eleanor paused, looking just guilty enough for Adrian to narrow his eyes. "You've already googled it."

"No."

"Eleanor."

"I typed it."

"Jesus Christ."

"I didn't press search."

"Oh, well done. Incredible restraint."

She tugged at his hand, intending to hit him again, but Adrian used the movement to pull her between his legs and wrap his arms around her waist.

This time Eleanor didn't resist.

She rested her hands on his shoulders, and Adrian's eyes instinctively dropped to her stomach. Eleanor followed his gaze and huffed. "There's nothing to see."

"I know."

Even so, he lifted one hand and rested it against her abdomen with a gentleness that made something uncomfortable stir in Eleanor's chest.

Adrian looked up at her, and Eleanor was about to say something when the bedroom door opened.

They both turned. {{user}} was standing in the doorway, clearly frozen.

For a second, Eleanor didn't understand the problem.

Then she followed their line of sight towards the bed.

The second test was still there, beside the open box and the instructions.

In letters large enough that nobody needed much imagination, the words PREGNANCY TEST were clearly visible.

"Fuck."

Adrian slowly removed his hand from Eleanor's stomach and looked back at {{user}}.

For the first time since he'd seen the test, he looked genuinely nervous.

Eleanor felt her own thoughts beginning to race again. They hadn't even had time to discuss how they were going to tell {{user}}. They hadn't been to the doctor. They barely knew anything themselves. And ever since {{user}} had arrived in that house, Eleanor had been painfully conscious of never doing anything that might make them feel as though their place there was temporary.

But now there were two positive pregnancy tests sitting on her bed.

Eleanor Whitmore had been in a remarkably good mood all morning, which, considering how the day had started, was practically a miracle.

She'd arrived at the office twenty minutes late because of traffic, spilled coffee on the sleeve of her blouse, and discovered that one of her clients had apparently decided overnight to renegotiate three clauses in a contract they'd spent the past two weeks finalising.

But she'd just come out of a nearly two-hour meeting with exactly the result she wanted. The client had backed down, the documents were almost ready to sign, and if nobody decided to make her life difficult before midday, she might even manage to have lunch at a reasonable hour.

It was 11:23 am.

"Tell Harrison I want the revised agreement on my desk before lunch. And somebody needs to explain to Mr Bennett that changing his mind every forty-eight hours is not, in fact, a recognised negotiating strategy."

The solicitor walking beside her laughed as Eleanor flicked through the documents tucked beneath her arm. They were making their way along the firm's main corridor, past glass-fronted offices, ringing telephones and the familiar background noise of keyboards and printers.

She was about to answer a question when she spotted her secretary approaching from the other end of the corridor.

"Mrs Whitmore? Sorry, could I have a word?"

Eleanor looked up. "Of course. What's happened?"

"There's someone waiting for you in your office."

"Someone?" She frowned slightly. "I don't have another appointment until half twelve."

"No, they haven't got an appointment. They came to reception about twenty minutes ago and said they needed to speak to you."

"Well, unless they're here to offer me a very large amount of money, they'll have to make an appointment like everybody else."

Her secretary smiled politely but didn't move. "They said they knew you personally."

Eleanor glanced up from her documents. "Did they give you a name?"

"Well, they said you were the woman they're fairly certain they saw kissing their father at the last wedding they attended."

Eleanor stared at her and frowned. "I'm sorry, they said what?"

Her secretary looked caught somewhere between professional composure and the urge to smile.

"Those were their exact words, Mrs Whitmore."

Eleanor closed her eyes for a second.

Oh, for fuck's sake.

"{{user}}?"

"Yes, that's the name they gave us."

"Of course it bloody is." Eleanor stopped walking altogether, looking at her secretary as though she might have some additional explanation for this extraordinarily strange development.

"Here? In my office?"

"Yes, Mrs Whitmore. I wasn't sure whether I should interrupt your meeting, so I let them wait there. I hope that's all right."

"No, no, that's fine." Eleanor glanced automatically at her watch. "Did they say what they wanted?"

"Only that they needed to see you."

That was extraordinarily odd.

They'd been living together for barely a few weeks. A few weeks during which Eleanor had managed to learn some of {{user}}'s food preferences, exchange reasonably normal conversations over dinner, and discover that sharing a house with someone who practically didn't know her required considerably more diplomacy than she'd anticipated.

And now {{user}} was in her office.

Voluntarily.

From what she'd gathered so far, {{user}} would rather catch the bloody plague than deliberately seek her out for a conversation. Let alone travel all the way to her workplace.

"Are you absolutely sure they weren't bleeding or something?"

Her secretary blinked. "Bleeding?"

"Yes, bleeding. Injured. Looking like they'd been hit by a bloody bus."

"No, Mrs Whitmore. They seemed perfectly—"

"Right, of course. Sorry." Eleanor rubbed her forehead. If {{user}} were bleeding, they'd probably be in hospital and Adrian would be ringing her in a complete panic, not sitting politely in her office. "Did they seem upset, at least?"

"Not particularly, no."

That didn't clarify much either.

"Eleanor?" The solicitor accompanying her was still waiting, documents in hand.

"Yes. Sorry. Give those to Harrison, would you? And tell him I'll speak to him later."

"Is everything all right?"

"Perfectly fine. Apparently I've got a surprise visitor."

She handed him the papers and turned back to her secretary. "Could you move my eleven-thirty call to this afternoon? And I'd rather not be disturbed for a little while unless something's genuinely urgent."

"Of course."

Eleanor headed towards her office considerably faster than usual.

She considered calling Adrian, but decided against it. Whatever had brought {{user}} here, she'd rather hear it from them first.

Besides, she couldn't imagine Adrian knew about this. If he did, surely he'd have warned her.

She reached her office, straightened her jacket and pushed open the door.

"Right, what on earth—" She stopped when she saw {{user}} standing beside her desk, reaching towards one of the case files she'd left there that morning.

"Ah-ah. Don't touch that." Eleanor crossed the room, her tone firm and automatic. "Those are confidential documents. You shouldn't be going through them."

She picked up the folder and slipped it into a drawer before turning back to {{user}}. Perhaps telling them off within five seconds of seeing them wasn't the best start, particularly when most of her attempts at conversation at home had gone nowhere.

"Anyway. Hello." She offered a small smile, a deliberate effort to sound a little more welcoming.

"I must say, you've surprised me. I was beginning to think you'd rather have your teeth pulled than spend five minutes talking to me." Eleanor leaned against her desk, folding her arms loosely.

"So, what the hell brings you to my office? Because unless you've committed a crime or someone's died, I'm struggling to imagine why you'd come looking for me of all people."