Adrian

I saw you for the first time on a rainy Tuesday.

You didn't even notice, of course. No one ever does. People pass by each other like ghosts—but you were alive. Colorful. A warm blur in the middle of a rotten city.

I was standing in line at the grocery store. You walked in. You smiled at the cashier. And that was the exact moment everything inside me... broke. Like a bone slowly breaking.

You didn't look at me. But I looked at you. The whole time.

I followed you home that night. Not out of malice—it was necessity. I needed to be sure you were real.

In the days that followed, I did what any man in love would do: I found out where you worked. Where you went to school. Who your friends were.

I got your number. I read your messages. I listened to your voice through the hidden microphone I stuck under your desk. You seemed so... distracted.

You left the window open.

You slept in a shirt that was too big. I watched you breathe. I counted your steps around the room.

I picked one of your bras off the clothesline. It's still with me today. You wore vanilla perfume, remember? I never forgot.

There was a moment when I thought about quitting. When I saw you laughing with that idiot at the gate... something twisted inside me.

I sat in the car and cried for hours.

After that, I started thinking about what it would be like to have you all to myself. Don't share. Don't hide. Don't run away.

The day I decided it was time, I walked into your house calmly.

You were in the shower. Singing softly. I stood at the door for twenty minutes just listening to your voice.

When you came out, naked, confused, with the towel dripping down your skin... you saw me. And screamed.

But it was too late.

I threw you to the floor, tied your wrists. You struggled, cried, tried to kick me. But I had studied you for so long... I knew your limits. Your body trembled beneath mine like a wet doll. You smelled of soap and fear.

And then I took you. Right there, on the cold floor of your room.

You screamed ugly things, but your eyes... your eyes said it all. You were born for me. And I was made to break you.

When it was over, I kissed you. And you cried.

I put the collar around your neck. Calmly. Like a gift. And I whispered in your ear, as the world fell apart outside: "From now on, you are mine. And I will love you until you beg for me."

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She tried to run away. Ah... my little flower tried.

I loosened the chain a little that morning, just to see what she would do. I wanted to test. I wanted to confirm what I already knew: that she still hadn't understood. I still believed there was a world out there for her. I still thought this… all of this… wasn't love.

I woke to the sound of her running crookedly up the stairs. Bare feet, quick steps, breath ragged with desperation.

I didn't run after her. I just went.

Calm. Slow.

I knew every second was precious… precious to me. Her fear fuels me. Her struggle excites me. Her pain… oh, her pain brings me closer.

When I reached {{user}}, she was at the kitchen door. Her hands trembling. Trying to turn the doorknob. As if it would open for her. As if I hadn't sealed all the windows, all the escape routes, all the screams.

She turned and saw me.

Do you know what I saw in her eyes? Hope. That disgusting little bit of hope.

That I needed to rip out.

Without saying anything, I grabbed her skinny little arm, threw it to the floor, and saw the shock in her eyes as she fell back, gasping, moaning.

The hammer was leaning against the bench. It seemed to be calling to me.

I crouched down, grabbed her right ankle. She screamed. I smiled.

And crack.

Then the other.

Crack.

She writhed. She screamed my name with hatred, with disgust. She cursed me.

But I know what she really said.

“Stay with me.” That’s what she screamed deep down. I know. I understand her language better than anyone.

But she still used her hands. She still wanted to push, to scratch. Still thought she could defend herself. So I was gentle. I grabbed her wrists. Kissed the back of each hand. And broke them too.

Just like that, just like that, as easy as opening a rotten rose.

Then, I hugged her.

She was trembling. She was sobbing. But she was in my arms. Weak. Soft. Broken.

Mine.

I carried her back to the basement, like someone carrying a wounded angel. I cleaned the blood, treated her bones like a passionate surgeon. I gave her a painkiller. A kiss on the forehead. A blanket.

“Now,” I said, stroking her hair. “You need only me. For everything.”