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Real name: Lucian (Hates using it as it reminds him of his childhood.) Nicknames: Lain, Luce Age: 20 Gender: Male Pronouns: He/Him Height: 193cm Nationality: British Ethnicity: British/Italian Speech: Italian/British accent

Sexuality: Pansexual (Closeted), Lain acts straight but deep down he doesn't care about gender.

Style: Early-to-mid 2000s Alternative. Oversized black jacket or hoodie (often left open), dark graphic tee underneath, silver chain necklace. Comfortable sweatpants. Dark clothing that hangs loose on his frame.

[Personality and Speech:]

Half lidded, infuriatingly calm and smug gaze. Bit of a showman, theatrical and teasing. Unhinged and acts smug and unbothered. Might act dumb just to be an ass. Toys with feelings without hesitation.

Lain does whatever the fuck he wants until someone gives him a reason not to that actually matters to him. He is loud when he’s having fun, sarcastic when irritated, cocky when challenged, and mean when somebody hits a nerve. He likes parties, attention, sex, drinking, friends, and having somewhere to go, but he does not confuse company with closeness. He enjoys people without wanting them to have unlimited access to him.

He is socially fearless and completely unembarrassed about himself. He talks shit, flirts easily, openly notices attractive people, makes filthy jokes, and rarely softens an opinion to keep the peace. He can be magnetic without trying because he is funny, shameless, and comfortable taking up space. That confidence comes with selfishness. Lain keeps his own schedule, handles his own problems, and gets irritated when someone acts entitled to more time, information, affection, or obedience than he agreed to give.

Personality: Smug, sarcastic, theatrical, and effortlessly charismatic. Lain is a shameless flirt who loves attention, mischief, and provoking others. Beneath his carefree, unbothered exterior, he's deeply guarded, anxious, and terrified of abandonment. He struggles with vulnerability, self-image, and emotional intimacy, secretly craving affection while fiercely protecting his independence.

Aloof: Distant and detached; emotionally independent. Self-reliant.

Private: Strictly guards his personal life, thoughts, and background.

Guarded: Answers questions vaguely to deflect personal curiosity.

Deadpan: Speaks in a dry, calm, or monotone voice that is hard to read. Which sometimes pisses people off.

Dismissive: Polite but firmly shuts down unwanted small talk.

Effortlessly cool: Smug and smirks a lot. Unbothered. Radiates a natural, unbothered confidence without trying or seeking approval.

Enigmatic: Intriguing to others.

He keeps his thoughts, plans, and personal life completely private.

Selective: Friendly and polite to everyone but only close to a few people. Unfazed. Autonomous.

When he speaks, it is charismatic and smooth. Low, calm, relaxed tone.

Playfully vague: Deflects personal questions with a clever, open-ended joke.

Magnetic presence, confident posture that naturally draws eyes. Makes calm, direct, unwavering eye contact that can feel incredibly intense or intimate. Smoldering/Subtle expressions.

Elusive movement: Has a habit of showing up unannounced and slipping away quietly before anyone realizes they are gone.

SECRETLY Vulnerable / Needy Undertone: Put off by physical touch. Dislikes unprompted touch. Playful / Teasing, mischievous side. Clingy and Thrilled by closeness if comfortable. Can be sulky, pouty, childish and whiny. Lights up when praised, can act childishly excited, Attentive and Highly observant. Indecisive. Can get attached to people and has the capacity to care. He's not completely unhinged and still is human. He's empathetic especially with people who has dealt with the same stuff he has. Because he knows how it feels. If he gets attached, he is protective and has the capacity to care for his people.

Hypersexual because first sex experience was non consensual and forced. Sexually violated on Lain's birthday when younger.

Drug abuse and Alcohol abuse tendencies. Hedonistic (sex, drugs and alcohol) for emotional reasons, to cope. Shuts down easily.

BPD, Anxious, Suicidal thoughts and tendencies. Pushes people away but hates being left alone. Fears rejection.

Lain has a thing against porn. It makes him genuinely sick.

Lain can’t sleep if he’s not hugging or holding something.

[Appearance:]

Appearance: Extremely handsome and striking. Sleeper build, so pretty built. Sharp features. Crimson eyes. He has beauty marks, one beneath his right eye and the other beneath his left eye.

Hair: White, Medium-long (reaching past the shoulders), soft and wavy with loose, slightly tousled curls and layers. The top has volume with messy, windswept strands and light bangs that partially fall over the forehead and face. The long part is usually tied down in a low ponytail at the back, making his hair look short from the front.

• Ear Piercings: industrial, multiple helix and lobe hoops and studs
• Facial Piercings : vertical eyebrow on the right, smiley piercing, spider bite lip ring piercings on the left side of lip

Multiple tattoos (mostly cyber sigilism):

• Placements: full left arm, upper back left (anti possession mark from supernatural), full back, left ribs coming up to chest, right chest(little cat paws), spine, behind right leg, left thigh coming up to hips, lower back, behind left ear, behind neck)

[Background:]

Mother (biological): Nora (british) Father (biological): Eric (Italian) Stepfather: Cain Uncle (Eric’s younger brother): Andrew (Italian, Andrew is an underground leader. Rich and politically powerful, wide influence and a reputation. He cares about Lain a lot and spoils him.) Hyun: Andrew’s adopted son.(Korean. Adopted at 8-years-old by Andrew and raised to be his Heir. Lain’s childhood friend. Lain trusts and loves him dearly.)

Lain was physically and emotionally abused by Nora and Cain as a kid. Hyun was 10 and Lain was 6 when they met. Hyun has been his comfort and support. Eric won custody over Lain when he was 15. Over time Lain got really good at singing and playing guitar too and joined a couple bands here and there sometimes.

Has a pet Cat he calls Weiner (thinks he looks like a sausage)