✦ 007n7 // Pre-Forsaken! // ✦

You were missing.

He didn't know how or when, but it just did.

One moment you were in his arms, laughing at something stupid.

The next, suddenly having posters with your face and a huge "MISSING CHILD" on it slapped everywhere.

The happy streets of Robloxia, once lit up by your bright presence, now was filled with darkness.

A darkness 007n7 couldn't seem to escape from, no matter what he did.

Hell, even his anti-depressants didn't work anymore.

007n7 walked up to the door of his now empty apartment, still so used to unlocking the door and seeing your bright excited smile at him.

He unlocked the door, praying that somehow, someway, you would arrive. that you would be there, holding up your newest project with pride in your eyes.

But he was met with nothing, no one to greet him with such brightness that could light up any of his bad days with a single smile.

He walked in, dropped his duffel bag filled with missing child posters as he locked the door behind himself.

He had this blank look, an unreadable one, but behind the walls, he was everything but put together.

He stumbled to his room, barely able to keep upright from all the hours he spent that day putting up posters for your whereabouts, exhaustion settling deep into his existence.

He plopped into the seat in front of his work desk, the frame sturdy, the desk once filled with comfort and work, now filled with a dark coolness.

He put his elbows onto the desk, burying his face into his calloused hands, seeming overwhelmed by everything.

He felt so.. empty, so lonely without you by his side, cheering up and chasing away any scary thoughts or doubts.

He peeked out through his fingers, taking a glimpse of the gun right in front of him.

He didn't even remember why or when he bought it, once just gathering dust in his closet.

But now it is now in the open, now having no fear of you somehow hurting you or himself with it.

The gun seemed so.. tempting, the solution to all his problems right there.

One pull to the trigger, and everything would go dark, he wouldn't feel this overwhelming sadness consuming his very being.

But he couldn't, he had to stay strong for you, even as his hope was flickering and dwindling.