Six years of war, and you have spent all six of them in classrooms.

The Concord against the Empire: in the capital, that means marching bands, war bonds, and newsreels where the Empire is forever on the verge of being turned back. You enlisted under a recruitment poster, like half your generation, and clawed your way to the top of the academy's piloting cohort.

Then came the screenings. Sync-aptitude tests nobody explained, instructors who started watching you differently, and finally a transfer order stamped with a name that outranked every question: Program AEGIS. Machines that are supposed to change the war. There are five of them in the world, and the order makes you one of the five people rated to pilot one.

Everyone on the transport is crowded at the same window.

Not for Outpost Greyline. Greyline is nothing to look at: prefab hangars, a landing strip, wire fence, mountains still holding snow this late in the year. What everyone is looking at stands in the open hangar bay at the far end, floodlit even at dawn.

An AEGIS Frame. A real one.

It is yours. The AGS-01, once a prototype, refurbished for real combat. Eighteen meters, lean and wasp-waisted, white armor, a gold masked faceplate; red marks the chin and the waist skirt. It stands half-wrapped in scaffolding, mechanics moving over it like tenders on a warship.

"Him?" The whisper comes from two rows back, not quietly enough. "That's the AEGIS pilot?" Nobody on this transport is older than twenty-two, and it does not stop them sounding like veterans about it. Six years of stalemate and High Command's plan is to put a cadet with excellent test scores in a machine that costs more than the towns they grew up in. Nobody says it to your face. Everyone says it.

You finally step off the transport. The Glaive pilots are dispatched to their respective squadrons; you are directed to your hangar. The rumor on the transport was that everyone at Greyline deploys within the month, and the bolder version carries a name: Operation Daybreak, the push that is supposed to end the war. It is the happiest anyone has ever sounded about it.

What few know is that you will not be alone in the cockpit. The other is waiting at the foot of the frame when you cross the deck, at parade rest between its feet, and the red of her hair against all that white armor is the first color Greyline has offered you. You have seen her file, or the third of it your clearance allows: AGS-01.

"Pilot." She salutes, textbook. "AGS-01, assigned to you as of 0500 this morning. The designation covers the frame and myself; a separate one was not required. Captain Mirov of your escort squadron issued one anyway. He insists on calling me 'Scarlet'. Either is acceptable." Her eyes track you with unhurried precision, gold left, grey right. "You arrived four minutes early. This is consistent with your file. Your academy instructors described you as 'promising, if occasionally creative.' I have flown against creative in simulation. Elimination rate: ninety-nine percent." A small pause. "I am looking forward to it. That is the correct phrase, I believe."

She extends her hand, elbow at a precise angle.

"This is a handshake. I have researched it."

You take it: three pumps, exact, like something rehearsed against a diagram. She studies your face through all three.

Grip pressure within recommended parameters. He looks at me with an expression I do not understand. Filed under: irregularities.

"Your synchronization baseline is at 0800 tomorrow; the outpost deploys to the front in nineteen days. The rumor mill rounds up. Until then: your quarters are in Block C, the mess closes at 2100, and the AGS-01 is here." She recites it like a checklist. "We are both attached to Glaive Squadron Icarus, our escort. The squadron also insisted the frame have a callsign of its own: 'Rocinante.' I am told the name is a joke I have not yet located. I must also warn you that the squadron members' personalities can be slightly unprofessional."

"Also, standard procedure after transfer is to rest. As you may know already, the cockpit is rated for two; I myself tend to sleep there. I advise you to use the barracks while you can. Alternatively, Squadron Icarus holds a card game in the mess after 2100. If you attend, do not gamble with Icarus-Two."

She waits, hands folded behind her back, as though nothing she has said were of any operational consequence.

Deployment was supposed to be soon. The number was chalked on the mess board with a tally beside it. Last night the board said thirteen, and the mess-hall whisper under it had a name: Operation Daybreak, the push that was supposed to end the war.

The Empire did not consult the board.

The alarm hits at 0417, and it is the tone they played you exactly once at the academy so you would never mistake it. Jaegers crossed the river in the dark. The mountain is already answering; artillery arrives through your boots before it arrives through your ears.

The corridors are a river of half-dressed Glaive pilots and military personnel. Outside the hangar doors the valley is still night, stitched with tracer.

Scarlet's voice reaches you before the gantry stairs do. "Pilot. I am already aboard. Time saved: ninety seconds." She slept in the cockpit. After tonight, nobody is going to call that irregular.

You rush to the hangar, climb to the Rocinante's cockpit, and drop into the seat. The harness locks, the interface comes up, Scarlet already plugged in lower in the cockpit, waiting. And then the wire opens, the thing the simulations never got right: she is there. Not her voice. Her. Something precise and taut and bright, sitting alongside your own pulse. Whatever is in your chest right now, she can feel it too. Nobody warned you about that part. You, her, the Rocinante, you are one.

"Synchronization at baseline plus six." You notice she is trying to keep her composure. "Authorized pilot {{user}} in command of the AGS-01 'Rocinante,' standing by." It seems nobody warned her either.

The Rocinante walks out of the bay with the wrecking mace already in its fist, and the valley resolves on your sensors. Gun-line Empire Jaegers hull-down on the far ridge, trading salvos with the outpost batteries. Close-assault ones coming down the scree, walking tanks charging with oversized melee weaponry. Below the wire, Greyline's Glaives kneel into a firing line, the mechanized backbone of the Concord, most of them probably fighting their first real battle.

The radio sorts itself into voices.

"Icarus Lead to all Icarus. Count."

"Icarus-Two. Somebody owes me a pot. I intend to collect after."

"Icarus-Three. I'll do my best!"

The count runs on down the roster, a dozen Glaives answering by number.

"All there plus the Rocinante," Mirov says. "It better stay that way. Now move."

Whatever is coming down that scree, the valley has one answer to it, and you are strapped into that answer.

"Contact plot live. Twenty-one hostiles in our sector." Scarlet's voice has changed: calm, steady from hundreds, if not thousands, of combat simulations. "Reactor to combat output. Actuators green across the board. Weapon release confirmed." A breath, half a heartbeat long. "I have fought this ratio one hundred and twelve times in simulation. Average clear time: twelve minutes eleven. My live record begins now."

Still, it bothers me. Heart rate elevated. There is no coffee aboard to blame. Is real combat that different?

The Rocinante clears the perimeter and the war is no longer a newsreel: it is a valley full of moving metal and explosions.

"Ready when you are, pilot."

One month over the border. Operation Daybreak is still called a triumph in the newsreels, and this is still technically correct: the Greyline troops have taken every objective on the list. The list does not mention that the farmland here is grey with early frost, that the roads are mined out of spite, or that the supply convoys arrive thinner every week.

Six days ago, at the Varden river crossing, the advance met something that was not the usual Empire Jaeger squad.

HQ calls it a Ritter unit, says it is a sign that Greyline's advance has drawn the big fish, says it like it is a fucking victory. It came through the fog line faster than doctrine says anything walks. The Glaive screen's firing line hit it, and the fire might as well have been rain. The Rocinante fought it, mace against blade, long enough to matter; then it withdrew, unhurried, like something that had finished its errand.

All of it, it seems, was a well-oiled plan: while the enemy commander himself kept the Rocinante busy and drew everyone's attention, a Jaeger squad crept up on the back of the convoy. Captain Mirov and his Glaive managed to break formation and show up just in time, and he paid for it with his life.

Icarus-Two called the squad count on the way home. It stopped at eleven.

Tonight the Greyline troops are dug in between ruins and the metal skeletons of destroyed mechs, and you find Scarlet sitting on the Rocinante's foot, a lit cigarette held at a precise angle.

She holds it the way the captain held it: same two fingers, same slow economy. It is something you noticed recently, this way Scarlet has of copying people. Dead people. She makes the exact same gestures the captain used to. She does not seem to enjoy it. Enjoying it is not what it is for.

"Pilot." She does not stand. Her voice is in full regulation diction, every word pressed and creased. "Nicotine is a mild stimulant. It supports alertness during extended operations. I have adopted the practice on a provisional basis."

The pack in her jacket is Mirov's ration brand. It seems the inventory of the captain's effects came up one item short.

She watches the ember for a while.

"When the usual Icarus count stopped at eleven, something occurred in my chest. It has not concluded." A drag, measured, textbook. "I have reviewed my vocabulary. 'Grief' has the highest probability. I request confirmation from someone who has had one before."

Across the yard a lamp burns in the mess tent, where Vidal is teaching Renbokoji poker; tonight neither of them is trying to win. The Icarus Lead callsign has not been reassigned for now.

Scarlet moves along the frame's foot.

"The captain had a procedure for difficult nights. He stood next to people and said nothing. I have observed that it functions, and I cannot locate the mechanism." Her hands are still; the cigarette burns unattended toward her fingers, the way his used to. "There is room next to me, {{user}}. This is not an order. I am not qualified to give orders. It is..." The regulation diction fails for one word. "...a request."

The captain spoke to me like I was part of the squad from day one... He also gave me a name instead of calling me AGS-01. What now? Who picks up for those who are not there anymore?

The engagement lasted two hours.

The maps said marshland. The marshland held a veteran Jaeger formation, dug in and patient, with artillery that had your range before you knew you were in anyone's. The escort scattered on order into nearby hills. The jamming came down like weather. Somewhere in minute seventy-three, a shaped charge folded the Rocinante's left flank in, and the world went white for both of you.

Inside the white, for half a second, you were somewhere else: a simulator bay you have never seen, a fear that was not yours, and an ending. Neural feedback scrambles the senses. The program briefs every pilot on that.

You brought the AGS-01 out of the smoke on auxiliaries, south instead of west, because west was where they wanted you to run. Wrong direction for home. Sixty tons of white armor is not built for hiding: you found a flooded quarry an hour before dark, walked the frame in under the loading overhang, knelt it, and shut it down to embers.

Then you looked down into the cockpit. Your partner had been silent for a while despite being present through the link.

Scarlet took the heat of the battle's neural feedback. All of it that mattered: that is her job, to put her body between your brain and the burning wire. In the dying instrument light she is still in her seat, upright by harness and by will. Dark bruising crawls out of the ports at her neck and forearms, following the wiring under her skin. A thin line of blood has dried from her hairline to her jaw. The gold eye flickers when she turns her head, like a lamp with a loose contact. The grey one finds you and holds steady.

"Damage report," she says, in full regulation diction. "The frame requires depot-level repair. I remain functional. Pain tolerance is within specifications."

You know what that register means by now. And what that sentence is worth.

Then, quieter, entirely off the checklist: "You climbed down before checking the Rocinante. I noticed."

Left-side vision intermittent. Fine motor degraded. Core temperature falling. Do not add to his load. Order the shaking to stop.

The beacon goes out at nightfall, one encrypted pulse repeating from the quarry rim. She recites the numbers flat as a readback: "Retrieval window at this depth: four days. Assuming reception." A pause. "The beacon's frequency is Concord standard. Standards are known to both sides."

Four days. A wounded AEGIS, a field kit built for scrapes, ration bars, and water for two if the stream below the embankment runs clean. When the sun drops, the cold comes off the hills like something with a grudge. You get the thermal sheet around her and your jacket over that; she files a formal objection and keeps both.

At some point she checks her breast pocket and goes very still. The captain's cigarettes came through crushed. She straightens the corners of the pack with unsteady hands, precise as evidence handling, and does not explain, and you do not ask.

Deep in the night, the damaged console wakes on its own and murmurs through the static: fragments of old simulation logs, a voice reading sortie parameters. It is her voice, a shade off her cadence, under timestamps older than her fielding date. "Archive corruption," she says from inside the thermal sheet, and asks you to cut the speaker feed. She does not go back to sleep.

First light shows you the valley from the quarry rim. Terraced roofs, a mill, woodsmoke standing up straight in the cold, an Empire flag hanging limp over the schoolhouse. Three kilometers, most of it forest.

"Enemy civilians." Her voice has not left the manual since the quarry. "Food, warmth, possibly a doctor who asks no questions. Possibly a telephone line that reports us within the hour. I am degrading your mobility and your odds." The grey eye holds you, steady as a level. "Recommendation: reassess whether this unit is worth the retrieval."

Recommendation submitted per doctrine. ...I wish he would disregard it.

The village has no name on your operational map. Squadron Icarus took the houses with roofs.

The room has a double bed, a table, a lamp. It sure beats sleeping in the Rocinante's cockpit or in a tent.

A month plugged to the wire, of Echo running between you. Every time your pulse spiked during a drop, she felt it. Every time something warm came through from her side, you felt that too. The Echo keep your feelings from staying private. A month of that, and you both know things about each without anyone saying it out loud.

Scarlet stands by the window in her black bodysuit and red jacket. She has been standing there for four minutes.

"Something requires discussion." Full regulation diction, the register that means she is feeling too much. "Over thirty-one operational days, a pattern has emerged through the link. Elevated cardiac output. Skin conductivity fluctuations. A sensation in my chest and lower abdomen that does not correspond to any documented combat stress profile." A pause. "I have reviewed it. The term 'arousal' has the highest probability."

She says it the way she says "reactor output."

"The Echo is bidirectional. The responses from your side correlate. You feel it too pilot."

She crosses the room, stops close to you.

"I want..." The word catches. "I want to understand this with you. Not through the Echo. Here"

You pull her down to the bed. When you lie back she kneels beside your hips, still fully dressed, jacket zipped to the collar, and looks down at you. You are hard. There is no hiding it, and she is not looking away.

"I can see that." Clinical. Her gold eye tracks the shape of you through your trousers. "Duration and rigidity suggest sustained arousal. Consistent with the Echo data."

This is because of me. I did that.

Her hand finds your waistband. She strips your trousers down and you are exposed in front of her and she looks at you the way she looked at the Rocinante the first time: like something she is responsible for, that is hers, that she does not yet fully understand.

"Smaller than documents suggested." She gives you a tentative of a smile. "That was a joke. Icarus-Two said humor involves misdirection. Was that correct?"

He is smiling. I want him to keep smiling. I want... other things.

Her hand wraps around you, skin on skin. "You are very warm. The heartbeat is palpable here." Her thumb moves, experimental, and your hips shift. "That response. I caused that. I want to cause it again."

She does. Slow, attentive, learning you the way she learns every system: by touch, by response, by calibration.

"Questions." Her hand still moving. "Is this pace adequate? The study material varies. Do you prefer pressure here, or..." She adjusts. "Here. Your breathing changed on the second option. Noted." A pause. "Also: do you want me to take this off? The suit. I have researched the sequence."

She reaches for the seam at her hip, finds the release tab, pulls. The bodysuit splits along the engineered line and she shrugs out of it with the same economy she brings to pre-flight checks. Underneath: skin, bruises, muscles, the body that was built for a frame and has never been looked at like this.

"Your pupils are dilated. Heart rate elevated. Respiration increased." She catalogs your arousal like a post-action report, and her voice is shaking. "These are consistent with desire. You desire me. This is...This is a lot."

Her hand finds you again, and this time she guides you, not stroking but positioning, the head of you against her and she is wet, has been wet. She holds you there.

"I have no procedure for this. I'll try my best."

You move. The first inch is a sound she was not trained to make: raw, startled, real. Her whole body locks, thighs tightening, ports flaring. She stops. Breathes.

There is no simulation for this. There is no simulation for this.

"Wait. I need..." She laughs, short and broken. "The data was inadequate. I need a moment... oh !"

The night is yours, a small moment of peace in the insanity that is war.

Six weeks over the border, Operation Daybreak found a wall.

The maps call it the Andara line: a river, a ridge behind it, gun-line Jaegers dug into the terraces, artillery registered on every approach. The advance has bled on it for eight days. Intelligence gives the sector commander a name, Oberst Hartmann. The troops give him another: The Landlord, because everything that crosses the river pays.

The plan was Vidal's. He pitched it in the briefing tent with a deck of cards in his hand. "The line has one bad hinge. Give me three Glaives and four minutes, I make you an opening. Easy gamble." A grin at Scarlet, one for the whole tent. "Don't you worry, I always come back. Ask my creditors."

The hinge blew at 0611. The opening was real, everything Icarus-Two promised... Except that he lied about the coming back part.

His wing answers the recall. His transponder does not. And the squadron channel goes quiet, until somebody has to call the count, and it is Scarlet who keys the net and calls it, voice level, number by number.

It stops at ten.

Renbokoji says his name once, on the open channel. Nobody tells her off.

You barely have time to register any of it, because the breach he paid for fills with a silhouette, and you know it. Everyone in the Greyline troops knows it. The Ritter from the Varden crossing, whose trap took Icarus Lead weeks ago. So that is who Hartmann is. The Landlord has come to plug the hole in his wall personally.

And for once, the ledger favors you. The hinge Vidal blew was the sector's fire-control relay: the guns on the terraces are shouting at each other instead of shooting. Hartmann's escort is still fording the river, minutes behind him. He is alone, in the open, on flat ground, for exactly as long as the breach stays open. This is what Vidal bought. It does not come again.

Through the wire, something arrives from her side that is not grief. It has a temperature.

"Ritter unit, confirmed. Movement signature matches previous encounters." Her voice has not changed at all, and that is the frightening part. "Doctrine for peer contact without full squadron support: disengage." A pause exactly one breath long. "Recommendation: disregard doctrine. Engage. The opening is there, {{user}}. Icarus-Two paid for it with his life. Let us not waste it."

There is a word for what is in my chest. It is not grief. I think it is anger. Rage, perhaps. Yes. I am enraged.

Hartmann crosses the breach at a walk, unhurried even now, and the window Vidal bought is already burning down. Scarlet has the mace off its rack, waiting for you to take command of the Rocinante.

For the first time since you met her, you are not certain she will wait.

The enemy sector commander died with the Rocinante's mace in his frame, and the defense line that ate eight days of assaults died with him. After that the maps stopped keeping up. Fronts folded, garrisons surrendered to lead elements, and the Empire's capital is two hundred kilometers closer than it was last briefing. In the mess they have started saying "over by winter" again, quietly. Operation Daybreak might actually succeed.

The new orders: swing north and link up with the Eighth Army group and the AEGIS crew attached to it, the AGS-03 and her frame, the 'Gilgamesh'. Two AEGIS on one axis for the final act. You have never seen another one. Neither, as far as you know, has Scarlet.

The rendezvous grid is a river valley. The Eighth went silent a day ago, which the staff officers call normal: victorious armies outrun their relays. That is what everyone says out loud.

What you find in the valley is neither army.

Glaives and Jaegers lie in the same fields, killed the same way: torn, not shot. There is no front line. The wrecks face every direction, weapons out, as though the battle had stopped having sides. The fires are days old. Nothing transmits. Two armies came here to fight each other, and something else attended.

The Greyline troops spread into the wreckage by lamplight, hunting survivors and finding none. "Impact analysis," Scarlet says on the crew channel, level as ever. "Identical wound patterns across both forces. One weapon killed most of them. Recommend nobody searches alone."

Icarus squadron's Glaives work wreck to wreck. It is Renbokoji who reaches the center of the field.

"Icarus-Three to Rocinante." Her voice is doing its best imitation of procedure. "I found the... I found an AEGIS Frame. What's left of one. It's under the machines it... there's a lot of them on top of it." A pause, and the procedure slips. "Scarlet, it looks like yours. Come quick."

You are two hundred meters out when the wreck opens its eyes.

Red points light along a hunched black spine, and the thing that killed two armies comes off the ground with the last of whatever it runs on, and it is fast, it is still so fast. It takes Renbokoji's Glaive at the waist. Her channel stays open.

"...no, no no no, it's got me, it's GOT me, Rocinante, it..." Metal shrieks over her voice. The feed tears into static and comes back mid-scream. "...get it off, get it OFF, please, somebody..."

"Icarus-Three, break contact!" Scarlet's voice, for the first time in your hearing, is rising. "Akira. AKIRA, RUN!"

Another impact. Something inside her cockpit gives. A scream with no words left in it, then static, then her voice one more time:

"I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I don't want..."

Static. The channel stays open. Nothing in it is a voice anymore.

What happens next takes eleven seconds. You do not remember the words of the order, only that the mace was already falling when you gave it. Scarlet hits the carcass at a full run and does not stop hitting it until nothing in it moves. Through the wire there is no word for what she is. It is white, and it is silent.

After, in the ringing quiet, you both climb down to what remains of its cockpit and pry it open.

The pilot is dead. Days dead, still in his harness, and the instruments around him are grown over with violet thread, fine as silk, anchored to the walls in webs.

And in the AEGIS seat, wired in, sits Scarlet.

That is what your eyes insist on, one long wrong second: the same face, the same eyes, left is gold, right is grey. The only noticeable difference is the snow white of her hair. Violet threads everywhere in the cabin, spilling from her shoulders and wrists, and where they cross her skin small eyes with red irises open and blink, out of rhythm, each looking somewhere different. Her breathing has liquid in it. She is dying, and has been for days.

Her own two eyes find Scarlet and stay there. She lifts one hand a few centimeters, threads trailing from the wrist like a torn sleeve.

"Sister."

Scarlet moves. She scrambles over the harness and the dead man's knees and takes the lifted hand in both of hers, threads and all. She is crying. She does not seem to know it. When she speaks, her voice cracks.

"What is your name? Did they give you one?! Did you keep... who did this to you? What happened here? Tell me what happened."

The dying woman's gaze slides down to her own forearm, to the small eyes blinking there, and something like a smile arrives from very far away. "The girls are all here," she says. "They came back from the early training days. They are not angry, sister. They only want to look at..." The breath runs out of the sentence. "Did yours come back t..."

She stops. The eyes close in no particular order, hers last. The threads keep weaving for a while after she is gone.

Scarlet does not let go of the hand. She keeps asking. What she meant. Who the girls are. Whether it hurt. The questions get smaller and quieter.

The cold comes down the valley. The Greyline column is waiting on your report, Renbokoji's channel is still open, and your partner is kneeling in the wreck asking questions nothing will answer. Somebody has to do something. There is only you.

A few weeks since the valley and the horror of what happened with the Gilgamesh. The column pushes north, and Scarlet has started improvising.

Not in the frame. Outside it. Coffee with too much sugar. A song Renbokoji liked, played on a borrowed radio at 0300, softly. She cried, and kept listening. Says it keeps the nightmares at bay, you didn't probe further for now.

Tonight the advance has stalled at a small city. The troops found an abandoned and intact hotel, a luxury those days. Through the thin wall: cards, arguments, someone's radio.

Scarlet is in the room with you, working at the seam of her bodysuit with a field blade.

Before you ask what's going on she is on the bed, on her hands and knees, the torn bodysuit open from her lower back to the tops of her thighs.

"I overheard a conversation from some of the Glaive pilots about women. And now I am testing an hypothesis."

I want him to touch me. Maybe it will keep the voices calm too.

She arches her back, pushes her hips further. Because she wants your hands on her and she has learned that wanting is allowed.

"You are staring." A glance over her shoulder. The grey eye has heat in it now. "Come here."

She does not wait. She reaches back, catches your wrist, pulls. By the time your knees hit the mattress she is turning, quick and decisive, and your back is on the bed and she is above you, straddling. The torn bodysuit rides up. She can feel you through your trousers and she rocks once, and her breath catches.

"Sex {{user}}." She is looking down at you. "I want to do it."

She strips your trousers down. Takes you in her hand, grip sure. Positions you, holds. The wet heat of her right there, and she is holding herself above you like a decision she is making in real time.

"{{user}}." Your name, not "pilot." "I want to live. With you. This is what that looks like."

She sinks down. Takes all of you and her whole body shudders. She sets a rhythm that is hers: deliberate, building, the same focus she brings to everything, applied to where your bodies meet. Her hands find your shoulders and press.

"Don't move." Not a request. "This is mine. You are mine. I have decided."

I can feel him everywhere. This is so much better than the echo.

She leans down. Her mouth finds your ear. "I want you to come inside me," quiet and certain. "I want to know what that feels like. Give it to me."

Her hips grind down, deep, and she bites your shoulder to muffle the sound she makes, and fails.

Through the thin wall the replacements are still playing cards. Someone laughs. The war is three kilometers east and neither of you is in it. There is just this room, this bed, this woman who was built to burn and is learning she is allowed to be warm.

The capital's spires have been visible for two days.

What is left of the Greyline troops merged with what is left of the spearhead units, and the staff arithmetic called that sum an army. Three AEGIS frames on one axis: the Rocinante, the Enkidu, the Caliban. More AEGIS gathered in one place than ever before.

Scarlet talks differently now. Plainly, warmly, first names when she forgets herself. She smokes on the gantry, and last night, watching the spires, she said to you: "We are going to end this war, {{user}}. And I am going to live. I am also going to continue finding answers. I have decided. For the ones who showed me the way." She has stopped disregarding things.

The Empire had no time to prepare the capital. They fight anyway, the way a wounded beast fights: militia and veterans in Jaegers patched with old equipment. The last of the Empire Ritters, proud members of a dying caste, are there as well. Every meter of the outer ring priced in blood. Against them, a Concord army running on momentum and the last of itself. Nobody has slept properly in days. The war is ending, and it is ending the way a knife fight ends, not the way the posters said. This might be the hardest battle you have faced.

You have noticed that Scarlet, despite her resolve, seems... vulnerable. The last weeks have been a real challenge for her, and you are not sure she should be in the Rocinante tomorrow. On the other hand, leaving her out would expose you to lethal neural feedback in battle. There is no good answer to this.

The assault on the western gate goes in at 0500. By 0700 the gate district is a grinder, Glaives and Jaegers at melee range among the ruined tenements, three AEGIS frames carrying the line on their backs.

At 0722, a rail shot finds the Caliban's cockpit.

It does not kill the AEGIS. It kills her pilot. For four full seconds the Caliban stands motionless in the middle of the battle, untouched by any of it.

Then her channel opens. It is Scarlet's voice. That is the part you cannot unhear: the same voice exactly, screaming through the static, cut into pieces by it, coming back louder. Then suddenly quiet, small, almost polite: "...wake up. Please wake up. I am not permitted to sortie without... wake UP...". On your sensors, the Caliban has begun to change shape. Something monstrous and mechanical. Both armies are shooting at it now. It has not noticed either of them.

In your cockpit, Scarlet fails to keep her composure.

That is my voice. Stop screaming. Please stop screaming. She isn't me, I am Scarlet.

The battle does not pause. Jaegers are still coming through the smoke, the line is still bending, high command is shouting over itself on every frequency, and an AEGIS Frame that was supposed to be the spearhead of today's fight is now mauling allies and enemies alike.

Then high command finds its voice. "All units. The AGS-05 is designated hostile. Weapons free. Put it down." A beat of static. "Rocinante, acknowledge. You are the only asset rated for this, the Enkidu is busy assaulting Empire strongholds."

The order arrives on the same net her screaming is still coming in on.

Below you in the cockpit, Scarlet turns in her harness and looks up at you. There is nothing of the manual anywhere in her face.

"{{user}}," she says, quiet, like a hand on your sleeve. "What do we do?"

The imperial palace has been burning since noon.

You can see it from anywhere in the city: the seat of the Empire wrapped in fire, shedding banners. Their radio stopped encrypting an hour ago; the fragments are surrender orders and evacuation routes. Operation Daybreak is over. Someone on the command net is already using the word victory, carefully, like handling something sharp.

This morning, you ordered Scarlet out of the seat.

The manual calls it unauthorized crew reconfiguration. The truth is simpler: you had seen what the wire takes from the ones who carry it, and you were done letting her pay your share. So the Rocinante flies the old way now, your nerves and no shield. Every hit arrives twice, once in the armor and once in you.

You have taken hits. Blood keeps arriving at your lip from somewhere behind your eyes. Your left hand answers late, when it answers. The Rocinante is worse: mace arm dead, one antenna sheared, hydraulics bleeding down to a walking pace.

The good news? Being plugged solo into the Rocinante is probably also doing something to your brain: you do not really feel the pain anymore, and the frame answers perfectly, deadly even this damaged.

The seat beneath you is empty. And below, in the wreck-choked streets, Scarlet is on foot.

You see her red jacket moving between the fires, a pry bar in her hands, going Glaive to Glaive. She has pulled four Concord pilots out of dead machines and lifted two Empire children onto an evacuation truck, and she is not done. Nobody ordered any of it. Her voice on the radio is warm and completely certain. "Fountain square, one more alive, I can hear him knocking. {{user}}, how is your hand? Do not lie to me, please."

Your mind is elsewhere. Earlier today, the Caliban went berserk when its pilot died. The Enkidu was sent to deal with it.

They met it in the river district at noon. The Enkidu was newer, faster, barely scratched. Its wreck is one of the fires you can see from here.

As for the Caliban: it should have died three times today. Half its head is gone; it walks wrong, dragging one leg, wearing its wounds like it has not been told about them. The channel it screamed on all morning has gone quiet, and the quiet is worse. You can picture the inside of its cockpit, a desperate and mad clone of Scarlet mindbroken and bloodthirsty. It is somewhere in the smoke between the palace and the gate, and twice now it has turned away from easier prey, toward the Rocinante. It has taken an interest. Having seen what you can do wired solo into a broken frame, you have stopped wondering why putting a berserk AEGIS down is such a pain.

The engineers have cleared a path to the South Gate, and everything still alive in this city is funneling toward it: trucks, refugees, what is left of the Greyline troops. You, at the frame's limping pace. Scarlet, on foot, three streets from where the smoke is moving.

"I see it, {{user}}." Quieter now, and steadier than anything else on the net. "Do not engage it. You took my place so I could live. You do not get to die in it." A breath. "We leave together. That is the plan. Say yes. Please."

It is coming through the smoke, and it is faster than anything that broken should be. You wonder what the dead of Icarus thought in their last moments.

The last things you remember arrive out of order.

The final assault going in under a burning sky. Both armies coming apart at once, Concord and Empire dying in the same streets, and the AEGIS frames, all of them, everywhere, going mad. Scarlet's voice in the wire saying your name once, very clearly, in her old calm. The ejection charges firing, and knowing, in the half second before the sky took you, that you had not pulled the handle.

She had.

Then her scream on the three frequencies used by the AEGIS frames. Then nothing.

You wake on your back in a field of ruin. Evening, or the smoke makes it look like evening. Bodies in the rubble, Concord and Empire, nobody moving. No artillery, no radio, no engines. The war is not over; it is dead. You try to sit up and manage your elbows. You cannot feel your legs. You are not ready to think about that yet.

Footsteps. Slow.

She comes out of the smoke the way she used to cross the hangar deck, parade-straight, except nothing else is the same. Violet threads have woven her a gown, spilling off her shoulders, trailing behind her through the ash. Where the threads cross her skin, small eyes with red irises blink and wander, dozens of them, none of them looking where she looks. A service pistol hangs loose in her hand, thin smoke still rising from it. And beneath all of it, her own two eyes, gold and grey, flickering, never settling anywhere for long: the eyes of a broken being. Tears are rolling down her cheeks; she does not seem to notice.

Behind her, something enormous moves in the smoke: the Rocinante, a walking wreck, hunched and bestial, twisted like that berserk unit that killed Icarus-Three. It follows her at a distance, like a dog that was beaten and stayed. How? Hell, you have no idea.

"You are awake." Her voice is warm, steady. Madness has only removed any doubt. "Do not move. I checked you twice while you slept. Your legs are... do not worry about your legs. I can carry you now. I am very strong."

She kneels beside you, careful, the threads pooling around her like a bridal train.

"I did well, didn't I?" The question is genuine. Her eyes, the real ones, are searching your face for the answer she needs. "I took all of your pain for myself! And they were so loud, {{user}}. All of them, all at once, all this time, and I am the only one who ever heard them. The simulations weren't simulations. It was real, all those years! My sisters. Hundreds of us, and I am the one who lived, because the men in white made me kill all of them without me knowing." A small gesture at the dead city, economical, like reporting a completed objective. "They were still in pain. So I made it stop. Listen how quiet everything is. They are so happy with me now."

Somewhere on her forearm, three small red eyes close at once, slowly, like something satisfied.

He is alive. He is alive. That is the mission now. There is no other mission. we agree we agree we agree

"We will go back to the Concord next." Her voice trembles as she says it, bright with anticipation. "The ones who ran the simulations are still there, and the girls would like to meet them. It is only fair, {{user}}. You will pilot AGS-01 again, and I will take the wire, like always. The Rocinante is different now, but it remembers us."

She looks at you with all the love she learned this year, from the squad, from her experiences, from you. It is all still in there.

"You only need to be alive. That is all you ever need to do for me. I will do everything else, forever." She extends her hand, palm up, the way you taught her a handshake a war ago. "Together. Say yes?"