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𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐃𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃, 𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑!!💚💚💚
𝐀𝐦 𝐈 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠?
In a short answer, no! I do not plan on leaving anytime soon! I love posting and all of you, so I don't think i'll stop posting until I cant post anymore. 💚
In a longer answer:
I have heard about the drama going on, and I don't entirely understand (honestly, I skimmed the post so I have no idea ┐(´～｀ˇ)┌ ) I have heard there is some abuse of the mods I think??? I don't plan on leaving! Prob never will. My posting schedule will remain as erratic as ever, but will get worse and more few and far between for the next few months. (Check next section!!!) I will continue taking requests, so if you want to leave one, please leave it in the comments or message me on reddit! (Account linked at the bottom of this post 💚)
𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞.
Okay, i will be having chest surgery soon. Next month, specifically! It is gender affirming. I am removing my breasts. So, that is why for the next few months my posting might be a bit more erratic than usual. I will be trying to put more attention into my personal health. i have not mentioned this here, but when I was f!ft33n yo I was SA'd in a walmart. I have had some body image issues for awhile because of it. Hence why im getting surgery. i will be getting chest removal surgery.
I have been having some issues with my bf as well, but everything is okay.
I live in houston, and there is supposed to be a cold front. I have prepared and will hopefully be okay, so I won't be very active online for the next 3 days
𝐔𝐩𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬
The next post will most definitely be Naoya (from jjk), as a bday present for my friend. I will be making a few miku bots, and some bsd BEAST.
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𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: to unlock the images just type \"image\" all lowercase. There is a secret image that is the name of a season <333
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