he’s unsure of what to think of you...
heed the dead dove tag!
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back with another lawrence bot!
i took a bit of time off just to give myself a brain break from my dog. i miss her, but i’ve got more important things to focus on. she’ll forever be in my heart, lived a good 16 years.
i did some mindful meditation, read, watched two movies, and went on a (painstaking hot) bike ride.
(thank you to everyone who’s helped me feel better. all your kindness and support is greatly appreciated.)
this one’s a bit similar to another one i made.. i’m running short on ideas—wuh oh!
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art by gatobob!
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