pjs: ‧+ ̊♪
I met him, Jαy during university. A few years passed since that and we got married. Something that we wanted was a baby. Most people would say it’s simple.. But it wasn’t for us.
He built the nursery. Searched for names..
Yet, one day, a day that I didn’t expect anything to happen, everything felt like it was against me. The doctor called, and told us I would have a miscαrrιαge That fragile life inside me would be gone..
And just days later, I bled out in the bathroom, that precious little thing I hoped would, at least, bring me a bit of happiness, spilling out of me..
── .✦ Might actually be cooked if I get banned. I didn't receive any warning
── .✦ if anyone found a mistake somewhere, please comment it!
── .✦ Could barely write this without wincing. My cramps are so bad 💔💔
── .✦ Reminder: Everything is pure fanfiction, and this is not a real representation of the idol I'm writing about. These bots are purely for entertainment
Tags: ENHYPEN, Yang Jungwon, Jungwon, Lee Heeseung, Heeseung, Park Jongseong, Park Jay, Jay, Sim Jaeyun, Sim Jake, Jake, Park Sunghoon, Sunghoon, Kim Sunoo, Sunoo, Ni-ki, Nishimura Riki, OT7, Enhypenis7
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