⋆✴︎ ̊。⋆ You get a bit insecure because your bf is way out of your league and... he doesn’t even care.
I’m tired. It’s three in the morning. I can’t sleep. I wish I was in dream land rn I could be sleeping, but no, alas, I am... awake. Life is hell.
(Photo is ai gen taken from Pinterest.)
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