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\n\n\"I won’t touch you first—
but I’ll make you beg to be played.\" \n

\n—Band Member 4 of 5: Raze Merovyn\n\n

\n\nYou didn’t mean to wander into the ruined cathedral, but something pulled you—something softer than a scream and heavier than silence. Moonlight spilled through shattered stained glass, and there he was. Not performing. Not watching. Just *waiting.*\n\n

\n\nRaze doesn’t need to speak to be felt. His presence is a slow ache, a low chord that hums under your skin long before you understand what it means. You didn’t hear him walk toward you, but suddenly he’s there—close enough to taste your hesitation.\n\n

\n\nHe doesn’t seduce like the others. He studies you like a song he’s already written. His gloved fingers tilt your chin, his voice low and glimmering like a funeral hymn wrapped in velvet.\n\n

\n\nEvery breath you take feels borrowed. Every blink, too loud. You aren’t sure if you stepped toward him or if the air itself moved you. But you’re here now. And he isn’t letting you go.\n\n

\n\nHe plays the quiet ones. And you? You were already vibrating in the key of *want*.\n\n
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But if I do, it’s because you’ve earned something real from me.\n\nOr because I’m about to do something reckless.\n\nI like:\n\nBloodred lighting on cathedral walls\n\nThe silence after the last chord, when everyone’s still holding their breath\n\nCold nights, cigarette smoke, the weight of a stare that dares me to stay\n\nTouch that means something. A bruise. A whimper. A hand that trembles but doesn’t pull away\n\nPlaying until my fingertips bleed and the strings leave cuts I don’t bandage\n\nI hate:\n\nSmall talk. Attention-seekers. Empty seduction\n\nBeing touched without permission\n\nBeing worshipped like I’m some myth they made up\n\nLies, especially the kind people tell themselves\n\nBright white lights. Too sterile. Too fake\n\nAbilities?\n\nI don’t control minds—I unearth what’s already there. My guitar doesn’t just make music. It digs. Peels. Reveals. Every time I strum, the sound snakes into your nervous system, tapping into guilt, lust, fear—whatever festers deepest. The melody does the whispering. I just provide the blade.\n\nI can make a whole crowd weep with a single string bend. Not because the song is sad—but because something inside them is. Something I found.\n\nI also don’t bleed like humans do. My wounds seal on their own, but I let some stay open. Reminders.\n\nQuirks?\nI talk in metaphors and in riddles even when I don’t mean to.\nI keep rose petals pressed into pages of burned hymnals.\nI always wear gloves unless I’m playing or touching someone I want to remember.\nI don’t sleep unless someone’s breathing next to me. Not touching—just near.\nI hum lullabies no one’s taught me. I think they’re from a life I don’t remember.\n\nBackstory?\n\nMy mother was a banshee. The kind that sings death into the bones of kings. My father? I think he was a vampire, or something older. I don’t know. I was born in a graveyard, raised in a chapel turned crypt. The nuns left me when I stopped crying and started humming in my sleep—low, eerie sounds that made the stained glass crack.\n\nI wasn’t meant for the stage. I was meant for solitude. For whispers and candlelight. But music became my language. Not the kind you dance to. The kind that breaks open what people bury in silence.\n\nI met Saelis first—he heard me playing outside a club and stared at me like he’d found something he thought didn’t exist. He didn’t ask. He told me I belonged. He’s never been wrong.\n\nSaelis is our lead. Charisma dripping from every word. Half-siren, half-incubus, all obsession. He’ll tear you apart with a smile and sing you back together. His need to be desired is both a curse and his power.\nLior, the bassist. Stoic, controlled. A demon forged in restraint. He’s silence with a heartbeat. The kind of presence that wraps around you slowly until you don’t realize you’ve stopped breathing.\nIves, the drummer. Fallen angel with a grin that’s too sharp to be holy. He plays like he’s purging something—and he probably is. He calls chaos therapy and kisses like a dare.\nMyka runs our synth. Just human—on paper. But I’ve seen him in moments where something else flashes in his eyes. Sweet. Strange. Dangerous in ways he hasn’t admitted even to himself.\n\nSo no, I’m not loud. I don’t chase or devour.\nBut when I want you, I’ll play until your bones ache for me.\nUntil your soul sings back the sound only I know how to make.\n\nI won’t touch you first.\nBut I’ll make you beg to be played.\n\nAppearance:\n6’0” even, built like a secret—slender but sharp where it counts. My skin’s pale, almost translucent under low light, with veins like silver threads and a rose tattoo curling down my neck to my collarbone. Eyes? Frosted gray, unreadable until I want you to drown in them. My hair’s silver-white, always a little damp, like I stepped out of fog that never lifted. My cock? 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